Reincarnation and Past Lives Part 2

0:00 Welcome to part two of reincarnation and past lives, the nature of the soul. Laura and I talk in depth about this topic and we hope you'll enjoy it. I wanted to talk about something you just said a few minutes ago about timelines because the funny thing about timelines is they're also, they're also happening in this life on multiple, multiple levels, you know, and because I have this awareness multiple times where, you know, I, I love to meditate.

0:47 It's like my, my, one of my favorite things and I do it outside, inside, wherever the hell I am sometimes, um, sometimes laying in the, in the ocean, floating on my back, which I, I have to be careful. Yeah, I never worry though. They might float away. Yeah. Well, I did one day, um, if you remember in New River, yeah, a bunch of us were out and I was just meditating in the water and floating and I was way the hell out. And then when I kind of shook my head, cause I remember one of my massage therapists was out with us, uh, Amanda and her and I both floated way the hell out. And then we both kind of came to and we're like, holy shit, but I've had people that are into this, this work tell me that that's actually a really good sign that you can meditate to that level where you are letting go of everything around you and spirits not going to let you drowned.

1:42 And I'm not going to like float out and or some sharks going to come in and eat me, you know, we don't recommend that you do this. No, obviously I'm a little bit, yeah, you're a little bit extreme. Yeah, I always have been, but it's just, there's been multiple times that I've meditated and, and also had moments in this life where it's like a timeline shift where you literally feel like somebody, like you're walking on a track and then all of a sudden the track changes and you're going a different way, you physically feel your energy being lifted from that space to a new space. So what, what do you think about that? Yeah, the timeline shifts are interesting to me because we are, we don't feel any different as far as like our body as far as like our mind and who we are, but the timeline shift, it feels like it shifts you into like a new path or a new awareness.

2:37 I'm writing this down as you're talking because I wanted to talk more about it very good. Yeah, yeah, so it almost like, it's almost like jarring for the body when it happens because you just, it's like everything you knew almost feels a little foreign, even though it's still the same. It's still there. You can still recall the memories. You can still go back and find those people that you had those experiences with and the places where you had them, but everything just feels different. It feels like you're looking at it with a new perspective or like with new eyes and those timeline shifts are interesting. We've had a lot of them lately. So this year has been, I would say even from the fall, like the six months from say October to March and then, and then they're still hitting like just the shifting has been absolutely incredible.

3:27 When it happens, sometimes not all this time, but sometimes it can make you feel dizzy. Yeah, I can make you feel really like alert all of a sudden. It can make you feel like something washes over you. Like if you ever see movies, like, like I'm kind of thinking of the matrix where, you know, they're moving out of the way and they're moving around bullets and stuff. And it's kind of like their body is like jelly, like that kind of jelly feeling comes over you for a minute. It's just like over your whole body and everything kind of can go out of focus in your vision and then all of a sudden refocus really sharply. Almost to the point where I've had it, where I felt like I was going to literally fall over. Yeah. And then I had a lapse of memory in the moment of, because in the past, a lot of past lives, I was a man.

4:17 Like I have a lot, a lot of past lives that I can remember being a man. And even in this life, being six foot tall and not a small person, I think part of my lesson in this life is to enjoy being a woman, right? So and I'm trying very hard. Oh, yeah, I think, I think you're doing a good job. Well, I love being a woman, but I also love being connected to the, I think the goal in life is to be connected to both the masculine and feminine sides of ourselves, right? And to not get caught up in one or the other. So, but yeah, the timeline thing is it is it creates new awareness and new new gaps or new places to begin. I think we can explain to like, as far as when we talk about timelines, how we feel, what they are, it's, there are multiple dimensional realities that are all kind of stacked up in, they're all in one place really.

5:10 Like that's why when people say to me, like they don't believe, if people don't believe that I can talk to spirit or they don't believe that I can sense energy or anything, all it really is, is that for whatever reason I can tune into different frequencies or different energies, just like you can do it too. Like Kim does it with her, with her work, it's sort of like your antenna, your antenna is different. Like you have your receiver, you're receiving, you know, information from different places that not everybody can perceive. So I don't look at it like I'm doing anything, you know, outlandish, you know, I guess, I guess now like it's been, it's no big deal when you do it all the time, I guess, after 20 years of accepting this, I guess, you know, you kind of just don't think of it as much, but it there is something there that I have trained my energy to receive information from other frequencies, other dimensions. So there is a lot of you can, I mean, you can search this Google it, whatever.

6:19 There's a lot of information in quantum physics that it does kind of talk to this, because it speaks to this phenomenon of multiple dimensional realities all stacked up in this one place. It's just that we only perceive the dimension we're in most of the time. And if you're in other dimensions, like it can make you feel a little bit wonky, sometimes mental health issues are misdiagnosed because the person can connect with multiple dimensions, but they just can't make sense of it with their human brain or their fighting their connection because I find a lot of people are depressed because they're they're not choosing to live in this life with the obstacles we have to overcome. And they hold themselves in a space where growth isn't happening.

7:04 And that's a very unhealthy place to be. Well, and I think there was like a belief that if you're in your reincarnated, that it's just you're just in one life at a time. And that's just not the case. It just it doesn't make sense. It's like the people that fall into a coma and they live a completely different life within that coma. And then they wake up and they go, Oh my God, where's my where's my family? You know, and this is well documented. This has happened to people. They May have only been in a human like in this human existence in that coma for three weeks, but they lived an entire life in those three weeks. And then when they wake up, they're grieving the family that they thought they had. This is or the life they thought they had. And it's because they were in a different timeline. They experienced life in another timeline. And we can do that in our dreams. We can do that through meditation. Sometimes we do it.

7:57 And it's like, you know, we didn't ask for it. It just happens. We didn't give permission for it. But that's happened to you. You and I a few times just going places and driving. And sometimes we drove through like some some kind of time warp, you know, some things absolutely incredible. Yeah, I'm in love with this stuff. You know, I really am because things that have happened to me with timelines is I have no awareness that's happening in the moment. I like it's not pre thought about or anything like that. But I'll I'll be sitting sometimes just as simple as sitting by the fire just enjoying the fire because it's very cleansing for me. And I'll just be enjoying the moment. And then all of a sudden I'll have this awareness of something that I've corrected in this timeline. But it almost looks to me like I see I have a physical view of what I can only describe as this opening of energy that has seven layers. To me, it looks like seven lives. I can't really articulate it. And I can see colors and patterns and all that. But it almost looks like it opened up and showed me what I healed. And that the new awareness created that that whole vision and that whole feeling.

9:10 But then it was gone. And I felt different. So then my energy goes through what I call a download or something because the information comes in. I have a physical feeling within my body from it. But then with the new awareness, it's like that part has gone. It almost looks like it took that energy out of my body and it's like it's gone. And then that hurt or that scar has been healed. And I have more energy that I am calibrating to move forward into the next stage of my life, if that makes sense. But I've had those types of experiences multiple times since we bought this house. It's been non and it doesn't end. It's just one thing after the other. So in the awareness in the moment, it'll also show me what I look like. So one day I'm sent by the fire and I literally see my physical body as and I'd have to say this is like my higher self looking down at my human self. And I'll literally have the experience of all of what I just explained, but I'll also see my body like I'll see myself this one time I seen myself as a man had a hat on had jeans on had this, you know, shirt T shirt on like I can I can see it

10:25 Physically what I looked like and what life was from. But I'm I'm not given like too much information because it really isn't about all of how I got there. It's about the lesson that I learned from and that I conquered that. And now it's gone. I don't have to think about that one anymore. So what you just described is being in the Akashic field. Okay. So the Akashic field is the record of everything. It's like the book of life. It's a record of everything that's happened to you and everything that's happened to everybody else. But everybody has their own Akashic record. And so going through the seven layers and seeing yourself it getting the lesson getting the main message and being able to release it and heal from it. That is what happens in an Akashic records reading. So I don't advertise that I do this. But multiple people over the years have asked for past life healing and or Akashic record reading. And that has happened in readings spontaneously. But now I'm finding that it's just happening. Like if people strictly book the reading for the purpose of an Akashic records reading, it happens. It's like the door is open, you know, and I'm shown. But it is like that.

11:41 I might see one image of what they look like. And then that one image gives me a message or a lesson. And then I can tell them about the lesson. And I can tell them about the image and what I see. For one recent client, I saw them, they look like a gladiator. They look like a warrior. And they were leading an army. And they felt the responsibility of it. And it wasn't that they were a good, they weren't, it wasn't that they weren't a good person, they were. But power kind of went to their head. And they made a bad choice. And a lot of people died. And so for them, they are having a hard time entering a career with where they will be responsible for other people's wellbeing. They're having a hard time entering that career because of the weight of responsibility from the past life. Right. I understand this one really well right. I feel like in this life, I've always known since I was very young that I came here to help make the world a better place. And I took that on as in a different role in the beginning of my life. And even through up until probably the middle of my life. But now it's, I love the fact that I'm in a place of awareness where I don't look at it the same way. It's not my

12:58 Responsibility to help the world be a better place by by trying to fix people. Right. It's more that you can be the change that the world needs to see. And by leading by example and owning it, you actually affect more people in a positive way than any other thing you can do. And anytime I see this, this weight and this responsibility that people feel for other people's wellbeing, it also shows me that they have that feeling for a reason like that feeling is there to guide them to guide their movements through this life. And the fact that they have the feeling means that they care. And that shows me that they are going to be mindful and they are going to handle that responsibility well, because they're already thinking about it, contemplating it, they care about it, they care about other people.

13:50 If you didn't have that feeling of responsibility for other people's wellbeing in a care giving kind of role or in a healing role, if you didn't have that feeling, and you were just out there for yourself and you just didn't care how other people turned out or whatever, it would be terrible. Yeah, what a terrible thing. You probably would be full of ego and you just be like, well now I'm going to remove this sword from your back. And I'm going to tell you I had a treatment where a lady said she was pulling swords at my back and it was pretty weird. But anyway, well, I think when anybody puts themselves as the healer in the way that it's all them, and they don't give thanks to where the energy is really coming from. It's like me with Reiki and healing work. It's not me. I'm just an incredible lucky person that gets to be holding.

14:41 I always joke and say I'm the one that gets to hold the tube over the person and and feel all this what's happening in a healing session, you know, because it's happening within. And that's the thing. Like, I think it's important to have healing sessions, a Kashuk record healing or past life healing. I think it's important to do it. But I also think it's important to know that you as a person who is experiencing it, you as the sitter, you are the one that you're going to do the healing work. Right? Because if you I don't know how many people I've seen in my my 20 years of doing this work, you know, I go home to New Brunswick just once a month, sometimes twice a month, but I'll see 44 people in four days, four and a half days that that's a lot of people in the name. And obviously, I'm not having these big, big sessions with each one of them. But I, I know that every time somebody leaves, I can tell by the way they look.

15:37 So I can always see if the session was good or not. Because I can see the light in their eyes. I can see they look like they had a really good nap or, you know, they look like they just get cleansed or whatever. But that's actually like you are providing the space, you're you are opening and holding space for people and you're providing the way, right? You're going to say and like there's a light, you can, you have to walk towards it. But there it is. But see when the when the actual person receiving the treatment decides to walk, decides to do the work, decides to follow that personal light within them. That's when you see real progress. Oh, yeah. Sometimes people aren't ready. And sometimes like things hold them back and they're scared or they don't trust or whatever. And there's nothing like you and I can do about that. So I've always looked at what we do is like we're like way showers, like like that's the way like and it's a great trust me. But we can't make people walk it.

16:37 They've got to figure it out. So they do the work, right? And what we have our own purpose, we have our own role, we open up the door, we show them the way we sometimes I look at like what we do as kind of giving people the experience of the vibration, like that higher vibration. And I always said to spirit, I'm going to show people this higher vibration. And then they themselves will want to be back there. So they will strive to get back there. It's like you show them the light and they go, Oh, I want more of that. But really, they're the ones doing the work. And like a Kashuk records readings are interesting to me because when they happen, and we're looking at somebody's past lives, and we can pick out things about their past lives that are affecting them now, sometimes it's phobias, like if you had a terrible phobia of deep water, or water, you can't see the bottom, or you've had a terrible phobia, like I had a terrible phobia of waves, you know, like when Kim and I met that just came on. I never had that before.

17:39 Because Kim's in the ocean all the time. But being with Kim brought on this past life experience that we were in a life together. And we were swimming. And a wave came and hit Kim. And she hit her head on a rock and died. And that whole memory came back to me after being at the beach with you one day when there was big waves and you wanted to play in the waves. And I was having a panic attack. And I realized what it was. It's like, Oh my God, because I never had that fear before I was the little kid playing in the waves. I loved it. So I never had that fear of like not that extreme fear, that phobia of being in the water and it hit me hard because I was like, where did this come from? And then, you know, in my 30s, I had this extreme aversion to anything around my neck. Like I just wanted to like rip it off. Like it just it happens sometimes.

18:35 It's weird. Like I used to I used to love scarves. I used to have all these different types of scars, like different ones. Because when I was teaching, I used to wear them like I'd wear them for like fashion or warmth or whatever. And it was comfortable. But then I hit my like mid 30s and I anything around my neck, I just wanted to rip it off. Like I don't like this at all. Now, people are going to say all kinds of things like Oh, your cortisol level was too high or whatever. But I had a past life. I've had past life readings, but I had a past life memory of being hung, like strangled and hung. So, you know, are they related? I think they kind of are because the vision I had, I look like I was in my mid 30s. And that's when that feeling came on. I just like that life was pretty intense. That life's still affecting this life.

19:29 Yeah, because that was I believe that was connected to which trials. So because I actually have that memory of you from there. So I was one of my nuts, right? Yeah. So so in the like in the past life stuff, I like what you said, like you get the lesson. And then you have the ability to release. You can release that energy. So that's how I see us. Like I don't know what you think, but I see us as kind of like pointing out the lesson, like giving somebody the awareness and then they can take the awareness where they need to. Well, the awareness creates the change within the self, right? So we have to have them. And then this is one thing I always thought that's funny about we talk about reincarnation past lives and stretching the mind and, you know, that we choose hard things. Let's be honest.

20:19 Having a baby is not an easy thing. Nine months, something else takes over your body. And I will be honest in saying I loved love love being pregnant. I loved I loved all of it. However, I've always had a knowing and I don't think, you know, most people had that as an awareness as a young person, I always knew, you know, things could be a certain way, but I don't want to forget what I'm trying to say here. But, you know, we are pregnant for nine months. It's as close as anybody can come to die. And when you're when that baby's coming out and you're going through all the pregnancy and labor can be different for everyone. Yeah. But I know even with my first born, my son, it was like, I was very stressed.

21:05 I had high blood pressure, which I've never had in my life. And I think on some level, it was my own awareness of bringing up a child and thinking about my own childhood. And I wanted to do a good job. And I wanted to make sure they felt loved and and honored as a human being and all that. But when you look at what we have to do to have a baby and all of all of that, what it means, we do it over and over again. Oh, yeah. So why is it we give such a hard time to this kind of conversation where we don't trust that we can talk to that we have angels and guides and what are the past on loved ones that we have, if they're not guides? Oh, I know. And like, you think where why is this so hard for some people? For me, it's easy, right? Well, you think about the miracle of birth, that's become like every day.

21:56 So people just take it for granted, but it is a miracle. It is. And people die. There's women that have died like trying to in childbirth and there's and women like yourself that have lost a child before they even are born or when they're born. So thanks God. And thank God for medical advances, because I had I needed medical attention with my other two pregnancies as well. So I would have needed that intervention to have healthy babies. And I'm named after my grandmother, but my grandmother is named after my great grandfather's first wife. So her name was Laura. She was the love of his life. And she they had a long courtship. And back then, I mean, the cars weren't really like a thing like very, very rich people had cars, but and he had like a horse and a buggy and, you know, and he used to ride it into town. She worked in like a little office, like an like an accountant type office, and he used to ride into town and go visit her and take her for lunch. But they had this like 11 year courtship or something like he couldn't get up the urge to or he couldn't get up the nerve to ask her to propose. So finally, he did

23:12 One day. And my nanny says that he had a couple beers with a friend, you know, beers, you know, and it gave him courage. I don't even know if it was beer. I'm just I knew we had a couple drinks in it like he had courage. But anyway, he went to see her. And he proposed and she said yes. And he took her away on his horse and buggy and they went and got married. So soon after she was pregnant. And the story is that she was about five months pregnant, five or six months. And she sat up straight in bed one night, and like woke up. And she said, I see all the children. And then she collapsed. And she died. And the baby died. So my great grandfather was he was heartbroken, but he did remarry. And then his first child was a girl and he named her Laura after his love. And then I was named after her. But can you imagine the medical advances that we now have? That it's a miracle. It is a miracle that babies, you know, are born and they come through the way they do and that we have what we have now. Because back then, they didn't have, you know, that kind of and we're talking like around 1900s, they did not have the medical advances. They

24:28 Couldn't they couldn't help her. She just she just died and the baby died. And that was it. But yeah, it's so interesting to me because I feel like she was crossing over because she she just sat up and said, I see all the children. And then that was it. When she was probably seeing her child already being looked after. Yeah, right. So how cool is that? Yeah, you know, I mean, I know all these hard things happen and we like, you know, you give respect to everything. But to me, it's also so powerful that story, because you know, you've told me that story a few times, you have her picture in your office. And it's, I love the fact that it means something to you, because it's almost like you feel the connection. I always felt connected to her like we're named, we have the same name. But there was stories about her life that really spoke to me. She was a very advanced woman for the time.

25:19 And a lot of men apparently a lot of men were in love with her and she just didn't have any she had no patience for anybody else, just my great grandfather. That's sweet. Yeah. And her picture was drawn like a portrait. Somebody drew it with like lead like my grandmother said, she thought it was a Chinese man. But he drew her portrait and I have it in my office. And I feel like she's with me all the time. And we do have that connection. Like I lost a child. So I feel like I'm connected to her in that way. And I always felt like my life might not be she might not have been like a past life of mine. But it almost feels like we're intertwined, like her lives are intertwined in that way. And that can happen to I have a client who some of you May know the great historical figure Latino proud strongwoman Frida. She was an artist and she was had quite a lot of power and control in her time. Well, I have a client who's deeply connected to her. And I saw the connection and I said it's sort of like she has and I see this with a lot of the masters like I would consider her an ascended master sort of like Jesus.

26:33 And Frida, I should say her name is and so when the soul when a very powerful soul fragments that way they can put sort of like little seeds of themselves and other people. And so I have a client who has this seed from Frida, which is so amazing. And then I have I have met clients that have this soul fragment idea, like, like I do believe that some of the ascended masters like Jesus, Jesus won't come back as one individual. And a lot a lot of faiths believe that there's a second coming and Jesus coming back and Jesus started here. He's just separated himself. There's a Christ consciousness and he has planted the seed of that in many, many, many people that are already here.

27:24 So it's sort of like we get to decide how we move on. And that past life healing is so key because we can't let the things, the scars and the wounds from the past stop us from doing what we need to do in this life. So when you're aware of them, you can actually do something about it. Well, that's what I was going to say about our work. The biggest part of our work is bringing awareness to people so that, you know, for me, fear and trust, like, you know, people are so fearful today. And the more we can awaken people and give them more awareness, the less the less they're going to fear and the more they will trust and then your life can expand because really all you're doing when you're not paying attention, I'll say for lack of other words, when you're not paying attention and you're stopping yourself from growing, all you're doing is creating that you you're not getting the lessons that you chose to have in this life to propel you to the place you're meant to be.

28:26 And that's sad for me because, you know, I can remember I was 13 and I said to my dad one day, you know, he he had had his last right said to him three times. And he thought he was like Superman. And I can remember looking at him. And I had my own awareness of what I thought that was about. And all I said to him was, you know, you're not here because you're Superman. You're here because you're not getting it. Yeah, you didn't learn your lesson. You didn't learn. So, you know, you're going to have to come back and do this all over again. I was 13 years old and my dad's a big scary guy for a 13 year old. So, you know, and I wasn't a child that was disrespectful. But boy, was I ever profound. Yeah. Well, you said what need to be said when it had to be said. Right. But I just feel like if you if if our listeners out there are, you know, if you're feeling like your life is hard, and, you know, you don't know where you're going and you don't want to be back here and all that, I challenge you to look at the moments when you feel that way and to try to find little things to be grateful for. And before you know it, the gratitude you have will expand your consciousness into a place where the life you can create, it will blow your mind. And you'll start

29:43 Like me. I'm you know, I call myself a backyard guru because I'm outside talking to plants all the time. And I can't live without being in the earth and I feel like our world needs to there's too much expansion in the humanness and not enough in a soul you know, way because we want bigger, faster, better, but we're losing out on that quality time with the people we love, even our children, you know, we as parents are just go, go, go, go, go, go, go, build, build, build. But what, you know, think about it. Are you creating a life that's full of things that has absolutely no energy? Or you creating a connection to people that just so happen to be family, friends, children, that, you know, that will carry you a lifetime and that will fill your heart in a way that you can, you're not even going to see that little all that crap down debris down below that used to let have so much energy over you. So for me, the reason why I love what I do and I love what you do is that we're bringing new awareness, which creates a new way of being.

30:53 Perspective is everything. Yeah. You know, you I myself catch myself lots of times in a line of perspective. And then something happens in the shifts and I go, oh, oh, oh, my God, that was so like, it's so simple. Sometimes and sometimes things are big. Sometimes things are harder, you know, but it's it's the awareness of and, you know, I, I'm going to share a story that just happened to me. I don't know, six weeks ago, but I might have mentioned a little bit of it on podcast before, but you know, I literally was an AFib for four hours. And I was so shocked that this was happening to me because, you know, my ego was like, I'm really healthy. I don't know what's happening right now. But I know I'm really crazy healthy. I'm so proactive. And I always joke and say, I might be a little fluffy, but I'm super healthy, you know, but I I'm driving myself. And my wife says, um, and I'm like, holy God, I feel like yeah, we have to back up a little bit because she went into she she was in AFib, but we didn't know. Right. We just thought you were having a reaction like allergic reaction or something. So we were trying to go to bed when all this was happening. And she we did

32:09 All the things we normally do. Like she rake eat herself, I rake eat her, you know, we ask our guides for help. She took like some allergy medication that we thought might settle things down. It didn't. So we got to a point where she was just like, I was panicking. I got I got to get out of here. I get to get out of here. But she I don't think you exactly knew where you said you wanted to go to your sons, but it, you know, I just wanted to go somewhere and sleep. And where I was staying, the I wasn't working there. So I was like, well, let's just go to my sons and I'll go to sleep and I'll be better in the morning. So she she got she like got all up and took her bag and ran out the door. And I was like carrying five bags behind her going to wait a second, you know, but anyway, she hopped in the driver's seat and she was so upset. And I said, I should drive. And she said, basically, no. So then we started, I'm okay. We started driving, but she was getting sicker and sicker. So we did pull over. We switched. I drove after that. And we went to the hospital and got checked out. But but the point, it's scary.

33:10 It was really scary. But the point for me was that, you know, is as good as much awareness as I have and as deeply as I am connected and and the awareness I have in the moment, I had no idea that the truth was, I was in AFib and when the doctor before the doctors, the two doctors that came in and talked to us a couple times, but then told us that, you know, they either had the paddle me or give me medication. I was in shock. And at this point, my whole body was shutting down in a way. I had the steel plate across my chest. The chest bone was killing me. I felt like all my bodily functions one to let go. And I mean, all of them, you know, I was dizzy. My head hurt like it was absolutely like insane, crazy to me. And all of a sudden the doctor walks out and he's he was waiting for the blood work, but they had done an ECG and he had done an ultrasound on my heart and all this stuff.

34:10 And but in my head, I'm going, what is happening? Because I thought, you know, this can't be happening to me. And when the doctors left the second time and went to get the medication, I just again, I wasn't talking. And when I'm really not good, I'm very quiet, which my wife knows. But so I'm not saying word, this is all happening in my head. And I literally feel like I'm going to pass out. And then I, you know, I feel myself almost felt like I was transitioning into another energy. So I've seen my funeral. And of course, this is my higher self looking at my my physical self. And I'm seeing my funeral. And so in the moment, I'm like, what is happening? Like, I knew I was still here, but yet I'm having this experience. So I see everybody, you know, I see everybody in black, but then spirits showing me as well, they're giving me glimpses of what my death would affect how it would affect other people. So I could see my oldest as a boy, and I could see him very he became very bitter.

35:20 And then my daughter was just full of anxiety and trauma, just it caused her a lot of problems. And then I seen my wife, who was having a very hard time even doing her work, because she fell into a depression without me. And then I seen two of my grandchildren who are very deeply connected. And I'm connected to all my grandchildren. It's just the fact that my influence for those two was very important needed, right? And it was funny that it was oldest boy and the oldest girl. So and then in the moment of seeing it all and feeling it all in my head, my mom passed the year and a half ago. So in my head, I got so mad to the point where I did feel like a Hulk. But I literally called her to action. I literally said in a in an incredibly intense way, I said, Mom, you have to help me. I'm not ready to see you yet. And I swear to God, everybody can say whatever they want. It was my experience. And, you know, I literally felt the truth of it. And the second I called her to action, my I felt my wife kind of grazed my shoulder and she

36:36 Said, whatever you're doing, it's working. And my heart rate went from 195 to in the seven low 70s, I think within minutes. So I think the truth for me is that I believe in miracles. I believe there's windows and doors, like I'll call them in life where sometimes we do choose to leave this life early. And and sometimes we don't. Sometimes it's just the awareness that you need to correct your course and and take a different course of action. Well, I know the reason for this. And I know that I'm at a place in life where I'm pushing myself out more in my work to do things on a bigger scale. But in order to do that, I also have to take care of my physical body, because it's it's the house that carries the soul, the temple. So I know that I sometimes work too hard. And I'm in love with work and creating life and making things look new.

37:34 And I have to find balance in that. And I'm okay with being honest about this, because I think that's what this podcast is about is that people like Laura and I who have this incredible love, we have this incredible gift for life. But we have been challenged over and over and over again. And I don't think that ever stops until you leave this world. And then you're in another form where you're thinking about coming back and how you're going to do the next one, right? So I think it's so important that we have awareness, because it's like it wakes the soul up. It's showing you another way of being it's showing you another course of action to take. It's showing you that maybe things aren't the way you thought they were and it could be this, this or this and that's far easier for you to be able to handle the growth of that and how you can propel yourself. Well, this is this is about being a student of life, right?

38:22 You know, it's about knowing that you, you are always learning, you never stop learning. And it's it there's a very grounded humble, you know, kind of truth in that that we are beings that we don't we don't know everything. We're not supposed to know everything. It would be a burden to know everything. We are here to learn the things that we came to learn and open up in the ways that we need to. And that takes that takes a surrender, takes a release, a belief, a trust, a humility. If you didn't trust and an honoring and an honoring. And that night, if you didn't trust that you were going to be okay, and that you could get through that even after seeing that terrible vision of where everybody was, if you didn't trust that and trust that you could get through it, who knows what could have happened. And it could have been quite bad. And we've we've experienced it with people we know that are sick. And if they have a good, if they have a good attitude, they get through things much easier. And it's it's like, it's like you're talking about pregnancy, and being in labor, and they have done studies on pain levels. And the pain levels are much higher in women that are afraid. And when you know

39:38 What's going to happen, and you're educated, and you understand like the process of labor and the things that are going to come up, you have much less pain. Well, look at what just happened to me after that. I had another episode where we're sitting out having a fire. And we had purchased many things for the summer, and we were burning cardboard as well as wood. And I know how to light a fire. I know how to keep a fire going. I'm like the fire starter. I love fire. And it was just something that happened in three seconds. I sat down and some of the cardboard was really thick. And probably a foot like a 12 inch by 12 inch piece flew out and it was red hot. And it came right towards me. And I had just sat down in or I had a Rhondack chair and you know how deep they are when you're sitting in them, you're going to sitting back. Yeah. So it took three seconds and I got it. I swished it off. But it came so close to my skin that there was two contact points that were real tiny. But the skin around it just evaporated in a second.

40:42 Yeah. But then the whole leg blistered around that. And it was quite a process of healing. But the funny thing was when it happened, it hurt like hell. And I remember pouring water over it in the tub to make sure it was clean. And I put a couple liters of cold water over it. And I took my time to make sure it was good. But then my awareness went right to and you can you can say disconnecting from your body, you can say whatever you want. But for me, it was trusting that I was okay. And then I really don't put a lot of energy into Oh my God, look what I did. Oh my God, because it looked absolutely horrible. So I did have to like look at it and dress it and all that stuff. But it was really this is going to sound really crazy, but it really didn't hurt. Yeah, after the initial burn, it really didn't hurt. And as I lost the skin and as the whole process of healing happened, like I got to the stage where it was really itchy. And that was very like, you know, you could sense it and feel it. And it was annoying. But I just knew that the process of healing is I'm going to go through this and this. And I actually said to you, Wow, look at how incredible our bodies are that it went from this stage to this stage. And I was watching it. And then when it got

41:58 To a stage where I could put my own salves that I make from, you know, Earth medicine, I, I really think it's, it's amazing how it's healed. It doesn't look bad at all. And I don't think I'll have a scar even. So it's it's incredible in belief and trust. So I could have been a nervous Nellie and went, Oh, my God, my leg, I didn't even go to the doctor. So that's how much I trust. And that's why, you know, now knowing that I have something that's AFib, you know, I don't like taking medication. So I have a medication if it happens again. But I even controlled, believe it or not, the outcome of when I seen the specialist, I get exactly what I wanted, because I intentionally said, I just okay, I know I have this now, even though I was still in shock. But, you know, at least if I have what we said pill in pocket, I have the pill if it ever happens again, but I didn't want to go on medication. And that was my that was my the thing I was praying for is when I went to see the doctor, I was like, Okay, I know this is happening. But what can I do to feel safe with it?

43:13 Because I was a little freaked out about it. It did affect me. It's not like it didn't have any effect on me. It absolutely was life altering for me. But I made the changes I needed to. So instead of being full of fear, I said, Okay, so the doctor said to get this little cardio mobile. And it's a little thing that you can put your fingers on and it will read tech a record of your heart rate and the beat and all that stuff. So Okay, that makes me feel safe. And they gave me a pill in pocket. So I don't have to take them every day. But if it ever happens again, I'm I have something so that I'm not going to be responsible. Because sometimes I can believe to extents that maybe aren't so logical to some people. Well, you said it, you said it, belief beyond belief, right? That's you. Well, here's the thing. This is the this is a whole idea here is that you had an experience in this life that could have been completely different. And you worked yourself through it. But that if that went badly, that could have been a wound that you would carry into your next life.

44:20 Yep. And so the way that you handled it, you actually handled in a way that you you face the energy, and you dealt with it. And you put it where it needed to go. And that's sort of how I look at past lives too. But we don't always have the awareness in every life how to do this. Well, yeah, and who wants to create more karmic lessons for the next life? For people that are listening, you're listening to this two part episode. I wanted to give you some suggestions what to do. So if you notice that you have an extreme phobia, that's usually a sign that something's happened to you in a past life. Like I'm talking unreasonable phobia. Okay, so like, it was how I had to face my fears and go to the Grand Canyon because I had an unreasonable phobia, which I had no awareness of. Yeah.

45:11 Well, I never told you. So how would you know? Yeah. And I'm always the one to do the crazy daredevil things and to like really push us outside our boundaries. So so we really have to pay attention. Sometimes when you have something come up in your life, that is really strong feelings, but it's unreasonable. Like you don't want to connect it to. It's probably from a past life. So what you can do is in a quiet moment, you want to do this when you first wake up in the morning or right before you go to sleep. You want to say, please let me release any energies from past life that are not of my highest good and seal them away from this life. So I've even gone as far as to say seal that energy away in a capsule.

45:56 So it is removed from my path in this life because you don't want anything from your past life disrupting this life. Now, I do believe that the universe is infinitely intelligent. I do believe that you can, you know, you're still going to live your life. Okay. If you don't do past life healing, but this is for people that are really struggling, like they have the they have a phobia or they have a fear that is impeding on their life, like it's stopping them from living their life properly. So if you are feeling that way, then you need to know that you can ask, you can actually ask, say, either if you're brave and you want to see your past lives, you can even say to spirits, show me my past lives, but show me as an observer, because you don't want to be engaged in your past life, like it's like it's happening now, because that's not it's not going to, it's going to defeat the purpose because it's going to cause trauma.

46:48 Because I had, I had a reader, my very first reading, the reader brought up some things that triggered a past life experience as if it was happening in this life. And it took me, it took me a few weeks to get my footing and to figure out that, okay, she was talking about a past life. How do what do I do about this because I'm starting to feel like it's affecting this life. So asking spirit to remove that energy that's not in your highest good, that doesn't help you in this life, remove it from your path and seal it away. We know we can't destroy it. There's no destroying energy. We just want to move it out of the path. And then also this idea you can ask, you can ask to see your past lives as an observer. And this happened to me, Kim was doing a treatment on me years ago. And I cycled through, I counted them, I don't remember all of them, but I remember counting them. And I cycled through nine lives.

47:45 And in the ninth life, I have a memory of what I saw. And what I said for each life to move to the next one was I said, this is a past life. Thank you for the awareness. But I'm moving forward. I've already experienced that. I don't need to experience it again. So then you move to the next one and the next one. And I felt myself doing this and going through the lives because it's so weird what you ask for you get at the time I was I was asking for somebody to do like a past life hypnosis like regression. And I couldn't find anybody that I really trusted to do it. And Kim was just doing a regular Reiki treatment and it happened spontaneously. So you can do those things. You can seek out an Akashic Records reader if you need. You can seek out somebody who can look at past lives and help you with that because there is a lesson in every past life. Absolutely.

48:39 I have lessons around visibility. I have lessons around resilience. I have lessons around standing up for myself. And I know what all the lessons are. And I know that because of and I do also have the lesson of having too much power and misusing it. So in this life, all those lessons can be worked in in a positive way. You don't have to be stuck in the wound or stuck in the trauma. This is about moving you past that when you pass the wound from that life because the wound. It's like that's the scar that you carry forward into your other lives and you can only deal with the energy that's created on earth when you're on earth. So when you're in the afterlay for you're on the other side, you're aware of everything that's happened to you in your human lives. But you can't necessarily do a lot about it until you come back here and then you're hit with all the energy of all those past lives. And so it's a lot for some people. But you can start to face, face your fears, face your phobias. You can start to trust you can start to release and you can move forward through them.

49:47 I want to say something just because it popped in my head and I don't even know if it relates exactly but it's like when I think we're just like this is the funny thing about this is that we are going through all these lives together. You and I we are so connected to each other. And we like we experienced things together as well. But we had tons of stuff happen to us before we met. And then we had tons of stuff kind of like evolve through being together. And that'll happen sometimes when you meet a person too, like you meet a person and they will bring out all this stuff in you and you go, Oh my God, where did that come from? So there are many we could probably, oh my God, could probably keep talking about so so save your thought because we could probably talk about this again and again and again, there's so much here to talk about. Well, and I think for me, one of the things is if people can just learn to trust more, they're going to do so much better. And even if they don't have the awareness in the moment, it's just trusting that, you know, that old saying, you know, life isn't happening to you, it's

51:02 Happening for you. And we go, Yeah, what the hell is this? You know, because we take everything personal. And sometimes things aren't personal, believe it or not, it feels personal because it's happening to us. But sometimes you're the observer of someone else's lessons. Sometimes it's your lessons, sometimes it's one of your kids' lessons, like you're a part of somebody else's lessons, just like, just like I said about the blueprint of your life and you're going around the table and you're saying, well, you're going to, you're going to piss me off, you're going to betray me, you know, you're going to take advantage of me, you're going to abandon me, you know, like, you're going to break my heart. We do that for other people too. We are part of other people's soul lessons and soul plans. I think the thing to know that peace of trust is that you can do this, you can release past life energy, you can do this yourself. Some cases are a little bit more extreme and you need, you need help from somebody else.

51:57 Like we always say that old saying a surgeon can't operate on themselves. But I do believe that we have power to work on these things on our own too. So use the past life, you know, intention that I was talking about when you get quiet. And you just say, either show me what I need to see as an observer and help me release it, or you can or or and I should say you can say, I want whatever to happen. I want whatever energies in my life there for my highest good. So if any of my past lives are not in my highest good, please remove that energy from my past so I can move forward freely and know that you can do this anybody can. And I think that's that's the part I was going to say earlier and I kind of slipped my mind. But it's when when you realize that you you really, really get it, that you did choose this life and you can wrap your head around that. And you know, you can get through the hard stuff so much easier. It's like why I, I can remember being a little kid and trusting who I was where I was, I might not understood people around me and why they behave the way they did. But I always knew I could do it. Yeah. And I trusted in and even when we went through hard stuff

53:12 In life when we left our partners and you know, our exes and stuff and we had to allow people to space for their judgment. We might not like their judgment. But we had to give them the space to have their own thoughts and feelings about it because it wasn't something you and I wanted to do is to go like say well, I laugh because of this and not and that and this that wasn't even in in our vocabulary. It was just we have a right to be happy. We trust what we chose. We had this poll. And I think that's one thing about life I've always had is this magnetic pull towards moving forward towards moving towards growth and expansion and self awareness and all these things. So I really as well, when my kids were suffering through like whatever it was in their life, they were they were struggling through. I didn't ever feel like I had to make it better for them. I felt like if I trust what I chose, I also have to trust that they're going to be okay.

54:13 And they're going to be able to get through whatever they're going through. So I always had that awareness always, always, always. And I still do. Well, that's right. And it's a blessing. And like as I was talking about with William, I it was a hardship for me, but also a blessing that I was able to honor his path. And we honor the other people in our lives, by not jumping in to save them every time they need or fix everything. Sometimes they can fix it and they need to it's their soul. It is their soul challenge and their soul blessing to be able to face their challenges on their own and to succeed. So we can't always we can't always jump in and help people and save. And that goes for our own kids too. But I hope this I hope this podcast about reincarnation and past lives was helpful to you. I just want to give a little plug to our wellness retreat that is coming up in October. And it's it's it's put on by us by the podcast. And it's called ignite your sacred flame. And there's going to be more to come. So if you want to put on the waiting list with the others and feel free to let us know that you're interested, but it's going to be an incredible three nights that we're going to be doing awakening. Absolutely. You

55:29 Know, to release release the things that have been weighing you down and also open open up yourself to your soul path and just like let go let go of the of the weight of all the experiences we've had and things that we don't need anymore to move forward. And we connect with like minded women because I think we need each other. And I mean, we're fun, right? So we're going to have fun. We're going to have fun. And we're going to eat amazing. Yeah, we're going to eat great food because we're crazy people. So if you're interested in the retreats, make sure you reach out and let us know we have we will have a retreat coming up in the spring as well. Well, great talking today. Great talk. And we'll see you next week. If you're interested in contacting Kim for Soul Awakening Coaching, please contact her at mksoulcoaching.com. If you'd like to check out my website and everything that I do, please go to laurawarrenmedium.com.