Healing and Awakening in the New World

0:15 Hi there, Laura here. Kim is not here today because she is off working. She's such a little worker bee and I have Maureen Webb of Soul Star Mapping here to talk to us about a whole bunch of things and basically we like what everybody wants to know right now like what the heck is going on out there. So Maureen's going to help us out with that and I'm really just super excited to have her on because we get to talk about all the fun things that are coming up for both of us and us together as a team. So we will miss Kim today but she will be back next week and Maureen's graciously accepted my invite to be a guest on the show today. So how are you doing Maureen?

1:09 Oh my god just live in the dream, live in the dream and I am 100% certain that Kim is here with us in spirit. Exactly. This is the you know the little blessing. Yeah she's right there all the time. I can't it's kind of a funny thing between the two of us there's no secrets there's nothing you can hide and even Christmas when we're trying to buy presents for each other it rarely works that we can surprise each other so she definitely knows what's going on all the time. So Maureen, we had you on the show like way like a long time ago and when we had you on then you had an amazing program called the lunar way which I love the moon so I'm like the moon girl so I loved I loved how you put that all together and now you have this amazing program called Soul Star Mapping that you can that I know you've used it in different ways and I want you to kind of explain that to people and tell us what that's all about. Oh this is one of my favorite questions but sometimes like how do you explain how do you explain your heart and your passion in like 30 seconds? Try to kind of say it all but like in a really small way but you can have

2:33 But you can have more than 30 seconds. Oh my gosh. So the way that I like to explain Soul Star Mapping is that it is a channeled framework that incorporates astrology, Human Design, the Gene Keys, shadow work, the Sabian symbols. It's like a swiss army knife right? It is an spiritual swiss army knife. What do you need? Where do we need to go? And it the frameworks and the formulas that I received during this you know my channeling they literally weave together multiple modalities so that we can pull the the wisdom the practical wisdom from all of this information instead of making it always sound so woo or sometimes so out of reach that you're like WTF. I like it just weaves everything in so you're like oh I get it oh that's what that gate means

3:51 Oh that oh okay I I can use this it takes your mind and your body into consideration because our mind our mind wants to do a million things but without the body being on board that's where we get that static and that frustration so the formulas with Soul Star Mapping are like hey guess what your mind and your body can actually cohesively work together when you know what they need and so that's what Soul Star does just a little life changing no big deal yeah like it's just it literally is your map you know it's your map if I am like I'm a person who like I love who love getting readings where I get like this is so weird because I give readings and I just blah blah blah to people and I send them they're recording but I love getting readings where I get like the report you know like I get all that information but then what happens you've got an astrology report you've got a Human Design report you know you've got all these things that somehow you've got to figure out how they fit together and I feel like Soul Star Mapping

5:06 Kind of puts everything together for you so you don't have to you don't have to like integrate it yourself or you don't have to go well my numerology said this you know but then I don't know what my astrology needs so I feel like the idea of taking a few modalities and putting them together really makes sense to me because I I know we're moving we're moving towards a time where people are becoming more embodied like they're embodying everything they came here to be but how do you do that if you don't know who you are yeah it's for me it is about remembering who we were before the world told us who we had to be we were joyful innocent children that lived and thrived and curiosity and led we lived you know with our hearts and we weren't worried about what people thought about us because we were just we're just kids we just wanted what we wanted right and to be able to to say that only one modality is the best to me is really limiting I imagine it this is how I you think you're aware this is how I imagine it I imagine all of these modalities like a layer cake you literally can't have a layer cake without

6:26 Multiple layers and when you combine them together it's the deliciousness of every layer right and then you get the filling in between anyway now I'm hungry but like that's that that sweetness right the sweetness of the buttercream that's the sweetness of life between all of the layers of what astrology or what Human Design or what break your tarot all this stuff there's there's a sweetness in there that I think we forget about when we only say one thing is true and that is it man you're missing out on a like you're missing out on a smorgasbord of experiences and feelings and just life when yeah and don't you want to understand like I I always I'm like the little detective like I want to understand like okay why did that happen that way or why did I feel that way or why am I struggling so much with this and I feel like you can't really you can't do this we're moving away from that piecemeal idea where you just like look at one modality and say like okay so astrology says this over here and that's the channel I'm in I feel like

7:41 We have to we have to broaden our horizons it's time like we're all evolving at a rapid pace you know and we can't just look in one place for answers you know it's it's the it's the idea too like that now you can you know everybody google stuff when they don't know it so you google it well do you think the internet only looks at one book you know or only has the information of one book you know it doesn't work like that so why are we only looking at one modality to find out what we have inside or what we need to work on or what we can do like what are what are all our strengths maybe we're missing something maybe you're in the wrong career and you don't really know why you don't know how to switch you don't know why it's not working for you maybe you're in the wrong relationship you know maybe you're in the right relationship and you just want to make sure it stays right you know like so there's so many aspects of life that I feel like you can use Soul Star Mapping to me is like putting going to it's like the one stop shop like you go to one place and you get all the answers it's like if you went to the met we used to go like years ago when I first got into this work it was a big trip to go to the metaphysical bookstore right you go to the metaphysical bookstore and you go and you find five different books on

8:58 Something related to what you wanted to know about and then you try to mesh together all that information and it never actually worked like it never actually all fit and now you've created something that you can go into and get all that information to flow so it makes sense it's in order and it has that like kind of push behind it that energy behind it like okay you're ready to move here's here's some information to help you move forward or change or grow so just think it's super cool that we can take all of that knowledge like all that wisdom and kind of put it into one place so thank you first of all I'm like oh uh so I am a two four in Human Design and the two line often has um a little bit of a difficulty seeing who we are it's a little bit of a blind spot so it always like blows my mind when people can reflect back to me what I've done because I'm just like yeah you know I just whatever like I just had I just had 35 years of notes that I asked a computer programmer to create my brain and you know it just worked like that I mean doesn't everybody do that so thank you yeah um for recognizing that but yeah it is man I remember like my first experience like at a library I went right to the

10:20 New age and I have loved astrology ever since then like the hunger and the thirst for more knowledge like I remember like telling my mom when I was trying like when we were growing up what do you want to be I wanted to be an archaeologist because just imagining all those secrets buried beneath the surface like I loved that and you know my mom was like yeah that's not going to work for the real world you got to find a real job but you know in the end I'm kind of doing archaeologists right right like okay I just had to pass through you know that childhood that 16 years as a police officer and I had to do all of that first to actually come to this place where maybe I am a little bit of an archaeologist but it's so fun like I can't I am like the words sometimes I'm so it's so hard but like I tell people I had the best job in the world like people think about that as a kid you thought you were you wanted to be an archaeologist what do archaeologists do they uncover truth from the past yes so what are you doing that's what you're doing you're uncovering

11:38 Truths yeah solving mysteries right to be able to do that for people Laura like and I you do that for me you you help me and we like just the magic that the container that you and I can create it's just like it's unbelievable and then I come out of that container and I'm just like oh my god I get to I get to help people I get to validate them this thing that I thought that I thought was so weird like nobody's going to understand it who am I like all of these limiting beliefs but then it comes out into the world and I get to hear people go oh my god nobody's ever said nobody's seen me like that before thank you so much I can't but what and it is like the best thing ever like listen I have so much respect for people that read with modalities because I'm just so simple I think I wasn't set up that way I wasn't set up to know you know everything about planetary alignments and signs and birth dates and things I just I was not set up that way I know I'm not so my readings are like you know it's all I almost feel like a computer like information in information

12:55 Out yeah it's not it's not it's not sticking right so I have so much respect for that whole field and to know that you have studied not just one modality you know you've studied a few and then you've kind of put them all a little bit just a little bit and put them all together for people in a way that they could use it without having to study copious amounts of books to try to figure out things about themselves so this is this is just it's amazing to me and then so tell me like Soul Star Mapping like I know there's like that individual component like somebody can they can sign up and they go in but what's the connection like because there's guidance from you as well is that right yes yes um so my I oh my god like that that that I just I love like helping people like giving all of this information right so what I have really realized with Soul Star Mapping um is there is a different and new way a very like it is it's an innovative way of looking at your astrology your zodiac your zodiac wheel um through the channeling messages

14:16 That I received um I was told that the collective we are short changing ourselves by only looking at one modality at a time the the real the real up level is being able to blend them all together so what Soul Star Mapping does is take a look at your astrology through the lens of the houses because the planets are always moving but you'll always have these 12 houses and that is the environment in which the houses the planets can actually thrive so we work with a little bit of the astrology a little bit of the the Human Design and the Gene Keys and that and then we go even deeper into the Sabian symbols because oh that that was a that was a download that I did not expect um but it has proved to be absolutely essential and basically what we do is we start with what we call the origins map taking a look at all 12 of your houses and then and this is what I'm doing now with a group of lovely lovely people is we're going through the three crosses that are in

15:39 Your astrological wheel and the first one we literally just got done like we're in the fourth week right now and it's summer school right like yes Soul Star summer school yeah yes oh my god okay so we start with the cross of becoming and let me tell you I am not a teacher that's like here's the work you do it and just ask me questions I am in it I am in it with these love my oh my god they're the best students and over the past three weeks that we have started this I have literally had so much change in my own life because the cross of becoming is literally like yo who do you want to be who are you before like who are you without all the masks and it's very revealing sometimes a little triggering I'm not gonna lie I created this and I hurt my own feeling sometimes gosh but it's just it's truth though like that's growth yeah right like oh oh I didn't think of it that way thanks self but we we need the truth we need truth we do wants to be

16:54 You know not told the truth so exactly like just tell me the truth and I'll deal with it right so like we're going through the the first cross and then we have two more that we're gonna do throughout the summer but man like even with my students they're just if you could look at the Telegram and see all of the messages like oh my god I didn't realize this and oh my god this and then and I can see it and hear it in their voices how much just looking at just the first cross just these first three weeks and I am like oh my god this this right here is a game changer because when we can really sink into the truth of who we are that moment of birth the moment our soul dropped into our body we are unstoppable when we can allow our bodies to be in the environment that allows our body to be safe enough to receive because how many of us we say we want a million dollars but then we get it and would freak out and spend it all because our bodies our nervous systems are not like the mind is like yes I want millions but then if you get it your body's

18:14 Like I don't know what to do with this and then how many millionaires how many lottery winners just lose it all right if we can go in see hey this is what your body needs this is what your nervous system needs to feel safe enough to receive again you're unstoppable your mind can tell you a million things that it wants but if the body doesn't isn't on board all it's going to be is a pipe train you're always going to say oh I should have I could have I did it right because the mind is not we're not designed to make decisions with our mind our mind is go I'm sorry yeah please this is like this blows my mind this blows my mind um because because I'm listening to you and I'm thinking like so the idea like this is like truth and we know like we know in our work you give somebody an awareness that they didn't have before it helps them to move forward through something and your initial reaction is always like that feeling it's like that feeling in the body and how does how does the body react to that information and I think sometimes it might sound I don't want it to sound like it's like wrong but it's almost like

19:29 We catch people off guard with that truth and when you catch somebody off guard their mind doesn't have time to make up all the stories right so it's living in your body and that truth begins to live in your body in a different way and then you can finally move past either if it's a challenge or a block or if you just need another awareness to grow but you can finally move past a place where maybe you haven't been before because you didn't have all that information or you didn't have the information in the right way yeah and we actually my I um I have a breathwork facilitator her name her name is alisha she's amazing she actually created um 10 breathwork sessions for the membership for Soul Star Mapping and therefore each one of your Human Design centers so while you are like really diving in to who you are who you be you can always come back to the body come back to the breathwork let yourself really integrate the information right the mind has been given the information the body has been given instructions the breath the movement

20:47 So that yeah it might be a little bit shocking or jarring or aha let give your body the opportunity to really take that information in and settle with it and what I have found is that somatics I know I keep coming back to it but man it has not been more evident to me in my life like the past three weeks doing this with summer school the more we listen to our body the closer we get to what we want and that I mean I feel like that's hitting a lot of people I don't know about you but like I have had almost a week of just being exhausted like my mind wants to do all of the things all of the things but my body is like no we're not we're not doing that girl no but this keeping like whether we whether we want to get into what's keeping people in this dysregulation in their nervous system you know there's lots of factors and we're in we're in a time where there's more things kind of thrown at us and is it you know whatever it's about I mean we're not going to go down the rabbit hole and get into all that but just to say that there are so many

22:05 People right now that are in that place of being dysregulated and if you're if you're in that place it's very difficult for you to work from your center or to even feel what alignment feels like with your soul and so this was one of the reasons too we invited you to come to our retreat in October so and it's we called the retreat ignite your sacred flame because we need we especially especially women we need that space that safe space to be able to recognize and release and then when you can release all of those things that you're holding on to then you can actually you can actually literally breathe breathe from your core breathe from your center and have a clear idea of where you need to go and we invited you because you can help people with their strengths you know with the energy that they came with with that child like self that came here that needs to know exactly who they are before they can go forward before everybody took all those pieces out of you and so it's like bringing you back to your real energy bringing you back to what you came here to be and do and I'm so excited about the retreat because I

23:25 Feel like it's going to be transformational not only for the people that come but for us too because this is we get to we get to I hate to say it this way but we get to play like we get to do our work the way we want to and it doesn't feel like work it feels like this is our soul path this is how we work in alignment and offering the energy of alignment to other people is such a gift so our our retreat coming up in October there is probably I don't even know it I'd have to check in I don't know if there's any spots left but if you're interested get in touch with us because I really feel like it's going to be huge and then we're going to plan we're going to plan more so we'll have a wait list of people about Maureen's going to be with us she's going to run an entire workshop and then she's going to be available for private sessions so it's going to be amazing but this whole idea that we're on right now this track we're on as people like of how we are healing and how we are moving past this dysregulated nervous system how we are healing trauma how we are healing our wounds this is totally different like because I know you've been in the work a while I've been in the work a while this is totally different than

24:40 The way that we started doing things like years ago when we started you know this we were in this kind of world I remember like I remember hearing about things and going can't be like one I met a soul retrieval therapist and I thought that was I didn't think that was real I was like what a soul retrieval like I'm going to leave my big thumb back in 1836 go back and get it or something like I didn't understand and now I so understand that the expansiveness of this because this is not this is not about a piece or a part this is about all of you the total representation of your energy in this life which is not even the total representation of your energy completely but what you're doing in this life what you're here for how do you root into that and center into that when you have all these like all this programming and distractions and trauma and all these things so I love what you're doing because it feels like you're just bringing everything into like one channeled focus and people are able to see like okay like you can actually see if I do this this will happen if I have this this will happen if I if I think about this this will happen and I don't think you get that

26:00 From one place like I don't think that comes from one modality it feels like you need that that bigger picture you need all that information oh I you know what I from the moment I started really learning about Human Design and the Gene Keys that was about seven years ago seven eight years ago I had already had 20 plus years in astrology so like when I first saw Human Design I was like ew gross no but then it came back and what I realized as soon as I saw all three of those modalities together I was literally like why is nobody blending this together do you all not see this do you not do you not see it and even my first ever as an entrepreneur my first ever offer was called the key and I literally read your astrology read your Human Design and then read a little bit of your Gene Keys and blended it all together and that was back in like late 2022 people thought I was fucking loony yeah I know like what are you

27:16 Doing I know now people want it all right they right I'm like yeah yeah it I one of the things that you had talked about was like the the awakening experience now is brand new and one of the things and I love I love to know how you feel about it and how your clients have been doing it's no longer about the mind it's really more about like how like the body and the actual feeling and the movement I think so many of us have been just involved mentally with everything and trying to figure it all out and we're coming to realize that that's literally just putting we're putting ourselves on a hamster wheel and just going the same thing over and over again I think this part of awakening is really that freedom of realizing that hey this is more it's not just your mind it's everything and when we can blend that together that's where we see movement we can we can't think our way out of everything there always has to be action that's the part of manifestation right everybody's like well if I just write this down if I just read it down it's all gonna come to me okay but if you're just writing this all down not moving

28:35 And leaving your house you're not gonna get what you want it's all about that body and that movement how are we moving ourselves to where we want to go and that's what Soul Star kind of does it's like yo okay you see all of this okay now here do something with it give you know give yourself and your body that opportunity to feel what it is like to walk in alignment and that becomes that becomes a little addicting not going to lie I'm like oh shit when I actually like do what I want put myself first things happen for me what that was 46 years of conditioning what like oh it's been so much fun but yeah it oh has it have how have you how have your head has that kind of been happening with your sessions tell me all the things yeah so years ago I was I was really I think I was hitting walls because like you like you were combining all these modalities together and thinking well this is great and other people are like what you know that's what are you doing so I had all these like I call them kind of downloads but I had all this information come in about how our actual cellular memory works in our body and so how each each cell of the body has its own function of

29:54 Course but has its own memory and it holds memories for many many things so it can hold memories from other places from past lives from traumas within this life but then there's like this it almost looked to me like an overlay so we know about our physical DNA but I could see the spiritual DNA which in energy so when they discovered like however long ago when scientists discovered the double helix and they said this is our DNA and this is the map the human genome is the map for your body and we can read everything in this what actually came to me was the the DNA has its own energetic double helix so the energetic double helix is like the sole blueprint and that is your spirit your spirit mind body connection that is everything and that actually drinks everything so it occurred to me way back then that it wasn't about talking to somebody like okay in this life you've been divorced twice or you've had three kids or you lost your job or it was never about that it was about going back to the energetic source of the pain or the energetic source of the event and going right into that spiritual DNA and plucking

31:10 Kind of almost like plucking out the pieces that didn't fit anymore for that human to move forward and so here I am talking about this stuff with other readers and they were looking at me like I'm bonkers like I'm like I'm crazy down for thinking this way but I literally had this image of how healing is healing is one thing and there's a process we go through in our physical lives in our physical body in our physical mind but the actual energy of events doesn't need to stay within that spiritual DNA and that spiritual DNA is what directs the entire system so that directs your you know everything thoughts your where your desires you know your dislikes like everything so if you could go past this physical appearance this physical body if you could go into that energetic spiritual DNA right into the cells and say please release what no longer serves me and it sounds too simple to work but that's what I started doing in my readings people with people will come and they don't know because this is too hard to explain to some people that I'm not going to take the time of their reading to explain it but

32:27 People would come for readings and I would just say to them you are going to feel lighter you are going to feel better after we're complete it may take a day or two but you are going to feel better I have had people come back to me and say I don't know what you do but every time I have a reading good things happen to me yeah and I feel better so so I know whatever I'm doing is working but I go straight to the source I've always done that I go straight to the energy the I feel the vibration the discrepancy in vibration something that doesn't need to be there anymore something they've already learned they've already done something they it's just left over it's like residual stuff or it's like from a past life even you know so I've been doing this for ever but back in the day when I tried to explain it to people they didn't get it but now if I talk to people they're like oh my god that's that sounds right to me that's so cool because people have grown and evolved and we are not the same as we once were most people have grown as spiritual beings to the point now where these concepts make more sense to people and you can talk to them about it but I remember I remember seeing people like seeing almost like you're seeing

33:48 Into the energetic body and seeing the discrepancy and energy in the body and and kind of sending a vibrational frequency into that place and then the person would call me back and they'd say I don't know what you did but I had arthritis in my hand so bad I couldn't play my guitar but I didn't have a pain for two months so and you I mean sometimes people they go back to a way of thinking or they go back to an event or an experience or maybe a relationship or something and it takes them back into the pain that's something that they have to work through and work on but this is a way of talking to the energetic system the energetic cells you know and if you talk to them and you let them direct everything and you fix the problem there much less serious illness occurs in people I and so I love what you're doing because I feel like you are actually working working in that like the light worker you know kind of way like

35:06 You're wanting to help people you know you want to help people but what you're actually doing is you're preventing a lot of pain and suffering for people because in the energetic field we can work on it but once it comes into the body and it starts to live in the body it's much harder to heal so we want to work in that awareness we want to work in that energetic field we want to correct what's there before it comes down through all the layers and then it starts living in that physical tissue because once it's in the tissue it's much much harder so what you're doing with this is your oat in that field your own in that etheric field your own in the energy or in the energy in the body and you're saying hey there's a better way you know you can there's a better way to do this there's a better way that is specifically tailored for you and how are you you're not going to get that you can't get that in just one modality or one path oh I agree 100% and I have to tell you that is so wild that you mentioned DNA can I tell a story yes do it okay like literally this happened to me last week I didn't even tell

36:22 You about it yet oh my god maybe I can't even remember okay anyway I digress I'm so excited right now I'm so excited okay so last week in summer school it was we talked about partnerships that was that was the theme right and there were some things like I was actually really excited because in my dilulu brain I was like oh my god this is the week I'm gonna find a man that's it it's gonna happen it's so good you know all of these psychics had been telling me June of 2026 that's when you're gonna find love so I was like oh my god this is so perfect okay did Maureen find a man last week she did not no but what she did find is the reason I feel like might be one of the energetic reasons why I haven't been introduced to my to to the to my partner to my soon-to-be right this is what's wild all of it to say this literally started out as an image of DNA in my brain I saw it and then I was sitting outside

37:39 I live in Sedona it was gorgeous out I can't help myself I can see the red rocks I was sitting there and I just started getting like I'm thinking about you know wanting a relationship and this was going to be the week and then all of a sudden I can feel in the pit of my stomach this this this like seed of just hate and anger and rage of men and all of a sudden my brain was like this isn't yours and I was like okay well if it's not mine who's is it and how the fuck do I get it how do I get it to go away right and I literally just I felt my eyes close and I saw myself walking I was in in front of like an entire table of my elders of the women in my in my my ancestors and when I was like I literally asked them like how do I get rid of this so that I can find love in a partnership they literally told me you have to start being softer with yourself and I could all

39:03 Of a sudden then it was it hit me like a ton of bricks I had been carrying the spiritual DNA of all of my ancestors all of my female ancestors and it is my job my it is my honor I don't want to say it's a job it is my honor to be the one to break that generational curse by healing that DNA and I'm getting so goose bumpy I don't know if you can see that right now it's just like I can't believe you mentioned that because that's what it is that's the whole thing now I I think you can like since like this all occurred to me I have read people's kind of theory about light codes so I do think that these are very similar ideas that you can go into your own light codes and you can change and flip different switches right yeah and you can heal things and I've heard of people who have had trouble out in the energetic field in their light codes or in that in that spiritual DNA there is some kind of trouble brewing like they can sense it don't know what it is yet but what happens is the light codes communicate to the body something is wrong here something is wrong

40:19 So the body reacts but we have no reason we don't know why and one particular girl I had read about her story and her her husband had a heart defect they didn't know about and she started getting rashes so she was getting these terrible rashes doctors didn't know why didn't know what it was one night she went to bed and he was in his office working she got off the next day and he had passed away his heart stopped and what was happening was too she had a two-week warning in her light codes that something was going to happen and she ended up with this rash all over her body and then her husband passed and after the event happened of course you know very sad and everything but she said within two days the rash was completely gone so it was something in her light codes kind of alerting her right and so this is this is something that can happen within those that spiritual DNA within that light code there is something in you there's something signaling you that something's not quite right something's off but now that you know what it is awareness is key you go you can go into those light codes just all you have to do is ask you ask the permission you go into the light codes

41:39 And you literally turn off the things that you don't need just as we talk about turning off genes on DNA right yeah I laugh because I am the oldest doll I am the first born daughter you know born in 1979 single parent and I was like what do you mean I have to ask for something I don't oh that's so scary right but like how crazy is that though how many of us on this earth right now how many women are like I am afraid like I want to ask for what I want but I don't know how like this is it this is the beginning of realizing you own your light codes like you own you may have inherited all that stuff from your ancestors but that that doesn't have to be yours you know you can take what you want from it to support you but then you can go in and say these things support me these things don't support me and I don't need those right now you're not saying like that's the thing women in general we don't want to be mean we don't want to hurt anybody's feelings you're not hurting the universe's feelings by saying those light codes I don't need you know but maybe clicking them off like that you got to do what's best for you

42:58 But I love this conversation I didn't even know we were going to go down this path but I love this because oh we can oh all the rabbit holes well think about think about this though because I keep going back to your program and thinking yeah if you are signing up for Maureen's program you are in a place where you are ready to take responsibility and have the authority authority over your own path oh my god thank you for saying that because I literally just was talking uh Monday with my with my students I was like some of my students have gone through the Gene Keys and in the Gene Keys there are three sequences we always start with the activation sequence right it's your incarnation cross and I've gone through that I've been a Gene Keys guide for you I've gone through it I was like okay whatever dude we're going through this first cross and I'm asking my students I was like does this feel like an activation because holy shit I'm like I've I've done this myself I've gone through all of these crosses myself right but now I'm going in there with a group of people who are open and it has like literally I am not

44:16 The same person as I was at the beginning of this journey and I would bet shard earned money that I can ask anybody who's been doing this with me and they would say the same thing like I'm actually blown away at how much this is shifting and it's literally been there in our astrology charts it's been there we just we just haven't looked that's like now we're looking we can't unsee it right so the amount of empowerment that comes from taking charge of your own your own energy your own path it is huge like you don't understand it's like um like this is not the same thing but I will use it as an example somebody asked me the other day they said so you so you were with a man and then you're with a woman like how does that work and I said well I didn't know what I didn't know when I was with a man I didn't I didn't all I knew is something is off and I don't really feel right in my own skin like I don't but I but I kept searching for other things like I kept saying oh we got to move this house is terrible let's move you know oh it's a job I gotta change my job yep change my job nope that's not it and I literally did not know I just felt like something is not fitting

45:37 Anymore something is not right and you don't know until you have the awareness and so having the awareness meeting Kim I started to see people from my old life after I was with Kim and they were saying things like wow you're so confident or you're so comfortable or you're so calm or you just feel like you know you you're owning yourself and that's what was missing but I had no awareness of it before so I couldn't I couldn't do anything with it I was just struggling and didn't know why and so so now look at look at these this program that you have Soul Star Mapping it's making you aware of the things that you need to be aware of to be your best self to live in the best version of you and you can't get that it's hard to get that when you don't have any you don't have any input you don't have the triggers you don't have the information and I just look at my life like I don't regret anything but I look at that time before I was before I was aware in a week I look at that time as a time of being exactly where I needed to be but knowing that I was uncomfortable and I hadn't quite found myself so you are taking people

46:52 Into your program and they're not they're the same they're like I know something's going to shift I feel it I just don't know what it is and I feel like I'm going to get the answer here yeah and it I have to give kudos to my my students because what I'm doing hasn't been done before and you know it it it's it can be a little bit hard to trust in the unknown right and I've I channeled Soul Star a year ago and it took a really long time for me to trust that yes I was worthy enough to bring this information through that that that is what was needed so yeah I I feel like the more this comes out the more that people can open their eyes and allow for a new perspective that that awakening is going to happen and it's the way that I see it is kind of just like a wave it just keeps it keeps happening just let yourself be trust in the experience that you're absolutely exactly where you need to be I tell people all the

48:09 Time if you some for some reason have found me then and you want like there's I have a message for you I have known for a very long time no matter how many times I freak out about you know human stuff I have always known in the core of my being that when I have a message for somebody they will find a way to me so yes if you're if you're feeling it I'm like come on I got I don't know what it is don't know what it is it could be a dead relative it could be whatever I don't know but let's have fun let's explore oh and yeah so that's it that's the way I feel too when people are drawn to talk to me it's because there's something that can come through for them there's something that will happen for them in that session and I have literally had so many people book sessions and just say I don't know why I just knew you had something to tell me yeah and that's exactly exactly what it is so we did promise that we would pull a couple cards yes try to like kind of piece together the energy of now because a lot of people are feeling a little bit mixed up so if you don't mind pulling two or three cards for us and absolutely and if you need to get in touch with Maureen Maureen what's your your your website

49:29 Address email the whole bit okay yeah that's right I'm like oh Instagram something I'm like I have to do something businessy I'm so I'm so excited like I'm about to pull cards okay um my website is maureen-webb.com you can find me on all social medias I make this very easy I am Maureen Webb Webb is built with two B's not this not this you know new fangle technology webweb and I'm also on YouTube under Soul Star Mapping I do daily tarot polls and I also do Human Design transit reports because they're fun and I'm a nerd and I love doing it and um yeah I have one-on-one sessions I have mentorship um the summer school is going to be ending um mid at the end of August and I think I'm going to open it again in the fall but it's obviously not going to be summer school that was I gotta pick a better name gotta pick

50:47 A better name it's so cool it's all dude it's it is I am like I can't believe like this is happening like it's just it is blowing my mind like yeah so that's yeah anything else I don't even know no I'm having a sale that's right okay so right right right so sale and and so it's your summer solstice sale and I think it says until Friday correct till the 25th and the code is solstice 20 and you will get 20 off um my readings I do tarot Human Design shadow all the things like I I love readings I whether it's tarot or you know Human Design or anything oh my god to be able to tap in and and feel the energy for somebody and really like I just keep going back to validating and nourish like nurturing them like that's the best feeling ever so back to the tarot oh I'm so excited okay so um right now we are in we are currently in um what is known as the Mercury retrograde

52:02 Shadow period so this is the two weeks before the planet Mercury the planet of communication goes looks like it actually goes in reverse now I I personally tend to have a little bit more um static in my life during the shadow periods a lot of um technology uh zoom and I don't know each other this week like it's not working oh I love technology but also I want to throw it out the window um also sometimes communication like my words are like sometimes they're just not working right um another thing with Mercury shadow periods um is a lot it can be a lot of trickster energy people talk about Mercury as communication but he is a little bit of a trickster and the tricks he creates aren't really to hurt you it's just kind of put to point something out that you may have missed right and there's something else that you just don't want to look at exactly um so this we're a week in so we have one more week and this is in the sign of Cancer

53:19 And Cancer is a water sign so there is a lot of emotion that might be coming up and out for people you might not like you might um you want to be able to express yourself but you don't have the words or sometimes a lot of um like business things like you think that things are going to be happening and they just seem to be going a little bit slower than you want I'm also in areas so like the patience is at zero percent all the time I'm working on it though I'm working on it so much better than I was 10 years ago girl let me tell you one of my kids is an Aries and I guess so you know yeah so um yeah uh well the first card that came out actually as I'm as I'm talking is the card of temperance and I know you I know people can't see it but temperance the keyword is inner peace now this is what I love about the temperance card the temperance card is all about expansion and it's not necessarily expansion outward it is expanding yourself inside and literally we've been talking about this right the temperance card is ruled by Sagittarius Sagittarius the freedom loving you know half man half uh horse

54:43 He also rules the ninth house of higher education and expansion right now we are being asked not to necessarily want like not to necessarily expand outside of ourselves but to expand the world inside of who we are to find the inner peace that we have been all looking for outside of ourselves I feel like especially with Mercury going retrograde and Cancer the ruler of the fourth house it's foundations this for me is what do you foundationally believe in value because if you don't know that you cannot expand maybe you need to adjust revise revisit these values that you have because they're not getting you where you want to go now sometimes this could be a very uncomfortable position but you know what if you if your soul was not ready to see you would not be in this position you wouldn't be feeling that frustration or that anger or that bitterness that's an indication that it is time to move up and out of those feelings and we

55:59 Do that at the inside not the outside all right how is that feeling so far because we've got more cards coming I know we do that's huge right now because I do feel like this is the time this is the turning point for people they got to choose are you going to stay where you were or are you going to do the hard work the inner work and and change a little bit you know adapt and look at those belief systems and see why they're holding you back of course of course okay we've got we've got four more cards and the oh my god this is so great so as you were talking literally the nine of swords reversed came out and that is about self compassion so many of us have been in our heads telling ourselves you should be this is the expectation the nine of swords reversed is like yo whose expectations are these is that yours or is that something else right yeah this is such a beautiful time to go inward and like I keep seeing like scrubbing it out scrubbing out like oh there's a little nick right here or anything like

57:19 When people put fingerprints on mirrors that's what I'm seeing in my head just wash that out it's not permanent those ideas those thoughts those beliefs they they're they've been there but they don't always have to be there now the next card we have out is the four of pentacles reversed and this is literally talking about spirituality it is not outside like the fourth the four pentacles upright is about what is outside of us when it's reversed again that going inward we folk we've we okay I oh my okay so the way I'm feeling this is that all of us collectively have been trained to look outside of ourselves to look at social media to look at the news to hear other people to read all these things all of this conditioning it's at its breaking point it is now a time with this Mercury retrograde in Cancer in foundations for us to say hey we are done with the lies we are done with the hate and the anger and the and this constant need to for people to be fighting it is time to go within ourselves and communicate the love that we have for ourselves because the more

58:40 That we love ourselves and are devoted to ourselves and our highest good and our alignment that is what is going to make the world a better place right now but the hard part is going within because so many of us have been taught that that is selfish and it is not that is the most loving thing that we can do for ourselves is to care I'm gonna cry is to care for ourselves true so true so true that is the shift that is the shift so I am uh we had two cards that came out at the end actually I think these are so perfect okay um it's the death card yeah and the ace of wands it is transitions and new beginnings wow okay I mean it can't be more perfect I literally can't make this up you saw me shuffling this right here like this this is the sauce this is this is the juice right we have to be okay with letting those outdated versions of our beliefs and values

59:58 Go is it gonna be easy no no it's not situation we are in right now politically right yeah we are being called to let those pieces go so that the ace of wands wands are action Aries Leo Sagittarius to light the fire the spark what did I just did that just happen it totally just we're gonna ignite some yeah this is what this is we have to be okay we cannot hold an old version of us and the new aligned version it does not work it is about let let it go let it go the new beginnings we're here they're waiting for us I even with my own personal journey I have literally been getting the sensation the universe is knocking at your door it's just a matter of you feeling worthy enough to oh or even safe enough that's the word that's the word for me to say safe enough to open the door to all of the possibilities this is what this time is asking

1:01:19 That's it that's it right there we we can't sum up this podcast any better than that that is perfect time to let go of the old move into the space that is best for you that is safest for you self-care again we know this one self-care is not selfish exactly and if you look after I have said this so many times look after the inner house and everything outside of you will comply it will fall into place so for our listeners today thank you so much Maureen that was amazing always amazing to talk to you and I'm so blessed that you are part of the circle of the sacred flame family we are super excited to have you at that retreat in October we are going to be igniting some sacred flames let me tell you um and um all I can say to all of you listeners is uh I don't know it's going to take you a while to digest this one a lot in this one but we will be back next week with another episode with me and Kim and uh thank you for listening if you're

1:02:34 Interested in contacting Kim for soul awakening coaching please contact her at mksoulcoaching.com if you'd like to check out my website and everything that I do please go to laurawarrenmedium.com