The Truth of Manifesting

0:00 Hello, I'm Kim and I'm Laura and welcome to episode 3 the truth of manifesting in this episode We let you in on some of our manifesting secrets Welcome to episode 3 circle of the sacred flame this episode is called the truth about manifestation So today we want to talk to you about The this is like our truth about manifestation, but also we want to give you a couple like insider secrets It's like insider trading Well, I mean we've we've manifested quite a bit, you know, since especially since we've been together and There's a whole bunch of things that we've done kind of like I don't know if I call them secrets But you know, but it but we're sharing all our little tricks and tips with you today Things that worked and things that weren't quite as what we would have thought they would have been, you know So yeah, yeah rabbit hole and you don't have to have a life altering experience to break you down to the You know bottom of the pit before you can manifest things we just make that clear right because that's what happened to us But you know, I think what that was about

1:17 When we met our lives kind of you know We kind of threw a bomb into our lives And everything had to change but but I think what that actually did for us. It was a gift because it It created a space where we could reform our belief system And I know Kim was a massive manifester when I met her like I was like, how is this lady doing all these things? But I Didn't understand that my thoughts were creating my reality. I didn't quite get that point yet Even though I was like a abraham hicks fan like, you know, and if you don't know who abraham hicks is like look her up It's a lady ester hicks who channels a collective of energy and they talk all about manifesting And so I I was a big fan, but I didn't quite I hadn't quite like absorbed all that information yet Like I didn't quite know How I was going to do it for myself And then I met you And it was like you were this super positive person And you just thought anything was possible and it's like you you were the type person like if you could dream it you can do it and Well you were and I was like You were doing things that I had dreamed about doing like I remember the first time I visited your wellness center

2:36 And I full on ugly cried Just walking into that wellness center because it showed me that someone Was doing what I wanted to do and that it was possible And I was in that in the wellness center and I remember thinking I'm like still I'm emotional about it because I remember thinking Who the heck can make a full-time wage doing Reiki? Who who can do this and I was excited because I had been Kind of a fan of Reiki. I guess but I didn't I hadn't studied it myself Um, but I was excited to meet somebody who was helping people in the way that you were And you were you know, you were okay. Like you were making a living You weren't you weren't living in a cardboard box telling people that you were gonna heal them You know like you had you had a beautiful treatment room a beautiful wellness center A beautiful home and so it really showed me that this was this was possible everything that I dreamed about could happen and so Can you can you talk a little bit about how you got there because I met you at that point and I mean you were already a manifesting queen when I met you. So what happened to you to get you to that place?

3:55 Let's see That's a loaded question. I think the thing about me I I thought about it when we said we were going to do this episode on manifesting and I think truthfully I love I love the fact that when we first started out like as a You know kids with my parents that we were poor Because that did something to me and then when I was probably 10 12 I started doing odd jobs and making money and Then I could take that money and do something that felt good to me So I've been an entrepreneur all my life. I think the funniest thing is it's beautiful to sit here and listen to you Speak of what you felt about my center, but there was something in me that I think I've always known who I was to a certain level, but I wanted to do more so I wanted to deeply impact people and I felt like Reiki was just another word for divine source love that comes from a god consciousness and I wanted to show people that that consciousness was available to anybody not just You know somebody doing Reiki and and one of the funny things is My Reiki master at the time she had broken her wrist and I had to take over and do

5:14 What's called Reiki shares And I would let people come to the Reiki shares that never were attuned to Reiki But they were doing it. I mean there was this one guy and I just love him I still love him. He's like, you know, I look at people and think they're another child to me Um, but he was definitely one of those and he he could see energy coming out of the body and through people out of the people's hands and into things And I just said, listen, I want you to come. I want you to feel accepted and and like willing to come and be accepted by the people here So my Reiki master was not quite so Happy about that and I think that's one of the things that in the spiritual community that was always something shocking to me is Um, I always try to meet people where they are and so when I talked where I said, listen, I'm doing Reiki shares for you So when I'm doing them for you because she wanted me to not allow him to be at the Reiki shares because He didn't have the training and all that. So as out of respect for her, I did Um, but I told her that I would be doing them on my own and that he was welcome to come Right. Well Reiki is that universal energy, but I was highly aware when I started doing readings that Um, I was actually Doing a kind of like a form of Reiki because you know out of love and divine energy

6:34 Universal consciousness, you know, I was sending energy to my sitters to my clients Because I wanted to help them so much and sometimes people would come to me and they weren't really ready For reading. So we do a little bit of Reiki, but so You had you had this path like growing up poor Learning how to make money money creates freedom. So what happened an opportunity, right? So and I know that you had you had an injury that you know, kind of Kind of pushed you towards alternative healing and holistic healing and Taking Reiki and but what what took you from the place where you were a Reiki practitioner to Having a wellness center because that there's a big jump there Well, I think It's good that you pinpoint that down for me because I think it was things like I had gone for one counseling session because my life was getting out of control And I became the counselor that I went to see I became her person Oh my gosh, and this happened to me everywhere. I went to so, you know So here I am working on her and here I am working on all these other people that in my mind Were far above where I was

7:50 But it kept happening over and over again. So I knew it was meant to be I knew this was something I was meant to to be and and to do but I also feel Like sometimes I was the voice for people That didn't know how to accept it or they were like, oh, you can't do this and oh, you got to do it that way And oh, but if you're not in the Reiki association or if you're not I couldn't do any of it But the belief that you must have To go forward with what you believe is right for yourself, you know, like to To go forward and perform like healing sessions and Reiki for people in your own way With like breaking free of other people's expectations and ideas For what you should be doing that takes a really strong person. So I guess that's where I'm kind of I'm kind of digging drilling down To see like do you feel like this belief this positivity like that you could Just believing in yourself is like the biggest thing and Do you believe that belief has always been with you? Absolutely. Yeah, so you so you feel like you're born this way Absolutely and I think that I've always known who I was so I can't not be me

9:07 It's like this magnetic force that pulls me forward because into doing I'm gonna tell you that you are One of the best manifesters I have ever met. So I feel like I feel like I'm interviewing you today People need to know they need to know how how to do this for themselves because I learned a lot from you And my I didn't always have that the belief I had a belief that I would always be okay That's a lot different than I can do anything I want to Yeah, I'm just just saying it's a lot different. So I had to really work on myself. I wasn't um, I didn't grow up in an environment Of growth. I would say I grew up in an environment more Colored by scarcity So that scarcity mentality the fear that you might run out of something that you won't have enough That you won't have money to pay that bill, you know It was it was fear on every level for everything that could go wrong And so I was programmed that way right and still to this day I struggle with it But what has happened to me is that I have seen How when I trust the universe when I release my expectations of what I think should happen And I trust in what I came here to do

10:24 That great things just keep happening. Absolutely So it's it's hard to ignore it When you're in the mind frame that you know You can make it happen and you can do it And the challenge for people is really not In my opinion, and I don't know what you think you can you can weigh in too But in my opinion, I feel like the challenge for people is more That they don't they start off not believing in themselves or not believing that they can have what they want in this life Honestly, I say this all the time But I don't I don't feel like I can take a lot of credit for all of this because I believe That I know what god consciousness is And I would have to give most of the credit to that because I have always known that I could do whatever I put my mind to I don't know where else it would come from other than that So that's that's how I like the start is like the belief in god. Absolutely And not a god that's in a bible because for me, there's so much about the world that's so separate About god and I don't believe that I believe there's only a one consciousness that is god And the way I believe might not be the way somebody else does but and I've been tested multiple ways in life about that

11:44 You know ministers pastors Really like putting it to me and asking me and me being honest in a moment. I'm not intimidated by Anybody the pope could be in front of me or you know, and I just am solidly myself and I I don't know How to not be me Yeah, that's why I always love The idea of source consciousness energy um or god consciousness Because it is not What a human can perceive it's not what a human can make a religion around That's not what we're talking about here. We're talking about the oneness, right? So if you believe in the oneness, then you have to believe that you are too a divine being a literal piece of Yeah, the bigger consciousness. So and that's the thing with me. That's so powerful is that All of what we were taught to believe is actually it's so limited But truthfully one consciousness is is vast. It's like, you know I don't want to get into quantum physics here, but when I think about how big it is Basically to me every sunrise every sunset every beautiful tree every scenery that you look at and go, ah

13:02 The awe of life is god consciousness. Yeah, right. So everything is possible and that brings me to Gratitude too because when you when you do believe anything's possible And you do believe you're part of that oneness and you feel your divine being So every person is a splinter of the divine Then you know in that connectedness and that oneness that you are worthy You are worthy of whatever greatness you want whatever greatness you ask for whatever abundance you ask for And abundance gets mixed up with a lot of things like I think we mix up Abundance with success or with money and it's not just that abundance is good relationships love family You know, I mean food amazing food, you know um amazing experiences Uh beautiful sights watching taking care of a plant watching a plant grow You know a baby laugh a baby like there's so much abundance abundance of joy And bliss and you know, we can have an abundance of things sometimes we don't we don't like Um, but those things are there to teach us that the abundance of the things that we do like are worth it right so I feel like this stumbling block for most people is they haven't experienced

14:19 The connection to source or God consciousness and they haven't experienced the oneness And if you are if you're like like I feel like I'm a student I'm a student of the universe and Kim is constantly annoyed that I read so many things But I really like to know About science and I really like to know what the new studies are And if you're following anything to do in the quantum field in quantum physics Then you know that they are proving over and over again And they have been for many years that we are all connected We're connected through our energy through our brainwaves. You know our our weather our plants everything Everything is connected and they can prove it. So why why is it so hard to swallow that idea? to Understand that We are divine beings every single one of us and we have divine energy And I think when you get to that place the worthiness Kind of just comes naturally So you feel like well if I can if somebody else can do it I can do it, you know And there's something I learned about the soul that I learned early on in this work That was really important for me to understand That When you desire something

15:38 In in latin the word the actual root of the word desire It it actually means God's calling on your soul So when you have a desire that's a calling That's a calling from your soul to say hey, you should check this out You should look into this you should go forward and try this out And so if you look at your desires and your wants as a call from your soul to live your soul path It totally changes how you feel about what's coming to you because You desire something that is possible that is on your soul path. If it wasn't on your soul path, you wouldn't desire it So when I realized that I was like wow, okay So that's one of those little pieces that eliminated some programming for me that You know some of the programming when I was growing up was don't ask for too much Don't get your hopes up You know, don't let somebody, you know, don't uh, don't get your dreams too big somebody You'll burst your bubble, you know, that was that was some of the programming that I grew up with so Although the people around me were probably trying to keep me humble What it actually does is it breaks your spirit, right?

16:50 And your spirit your soul is telling you that these things are possible We also know that the soul is so infinitely intelligent And Kim and I both believe in reincarnation. So we know Every life you have lived every lifetime has taught you things that you need to know for this one Because the soul would not put you in a life that you were inexperienced You actually have all the knowledge and tools that you need to live this current present life because of all the lives You've lived before this one because that's the intelligence. That's the intelligence of your soul plant That's a confidence that I have because I have I have awareness of past lives. I have awareness of Messing it up and not doing it right and and I have memory of it of beautiful lives as well But you know, we have experience so many things. That's why I have such a hard time with the way people perceive Like love and connection with people and it's got to be this and it's got to be that you You got to walk this way talk this way or else somebody doesn't love you but You know for me, I I've always felt this way and and when you asked me about my center I felt like a little kid in the candy store. Here. I'm only doing Reiki

18:06 I had my first level and I was out in the world I was working on people like even terminally ill And I could tell that the treatment worked. They had no pain. They were in a moment of aha Like what is happening houses? You know, but the funny thing was I remember this one woman clear isabel and she was on her like her I I don't know how long she had left, but she was terminal and I just wanted to give her some You know some relief, you know, yeah, and I went and worked on her husband watched me the whole time and when I was done Uh, she wouldn't get off the table And I said, how are you doing and she said great? I have no pain and I hope it's okay if I just stay here And I'm like sure so her husband and I went out to the kitchen got a glass of water came back she was still there and The next day I always call my clients the day after to see how they made out because it gives me information And I said, how are you doing? It was about dinner time and she said, well, I'm still in bed And I said, well great. How you feeling? Well, I have no pain great She said and she was baffled and the funny thing was is I offered more treatments for free because this was in the

19:22 Beginning and she never called me back. So not everybody can accept either. Yeah, right But for me, I don't think I really paid attention to how Successful I actually was I just think I was a woman on a mission And I had had some really beautiful people that had been in this work for a long time That had also come to see me and they just said things like well, you're a trailblazer and there's no There's no dust on you girl and and they even told me that, you know Like your products have a piece of you in them and it's like an extension of you and so, you know, you can imagine I'm just this person just trying to be myself Yeah, I I have said to you lots like in my previous relationship that one of our things in our marriage was my My husband at the time. He didn't want to put too much on his plate and when I met Kim There was no, you know, putting too much on one plate. She just would add another plate Like it was like this crazy thing where we'd be I just I just would always say to her. I said you would you never limit yourself you never let yourself be limited by Incident insignificant things in your eyes really

20:40 So yeah, that was that was kind of the theme of my first marriage Don't put too much on your plate and then the theme of my second marriage is add another plate And you know, we we often talk about this how We're not letting small things get in our way of what we want and where we want to go and I think that's really the thing to know is that, you know, it's like that saying like if anything's worth doing It's probably going to be hard But it's so worth it and I feel like we have put in our time You know working hard and manifesting and things are finally starting to grow and kind of evolve into what we had envisioned some of the dreams that we had when we first met are starting to come into the physical reality And yes, it has taken this many years But that's the thing that we have to understand is that when you put out a request to the universe You only have to do it once, right?

21:40 So why do people say you need to ask and do it over and over again to manifest something? It's because you're the problem Because you don't believe yet. So you're trying to convince yourself the universe heard you the first time And if you have the courage to ask once and let it go The universe heard your wish and it will come in divine timing as long as you believe that it will come in that right timing for you And we have waited a long time for some things a short time for others But it's funny that we have this Thing like when people are teaching you how to manifest and you know, they're like make the crystal grid and Put the note under your pillow and write the letters to your future self and like set the goals and do all those things But don't beat the heck out of them Like like do all those things But believe believe that your wish has been heard It's a little torturous for some people like I see people suffering through it and I feel sorry for them because Not not any one thing works for everybody and You know, just like you said in the beginning that when we first met the way I like to look at our relationship was It was a massive tsunami And it affected so many people but just like any tsunami

22:58 There's the storm that comes in and wipes everything out Everything you thought everything you believed, you know, and then there's the cleanup And then there's the rebuilding So, you know, you and I have gone through all those stages and we're now in the rebuilding But I think one of the funniest things for me lately and I've been I've been really really good and then really really like off a little bit because I can't believe what we've actually manifested because now I'm so in the physical with it. I'm going Oh my god, and it's real this is gonna sound really a lot for some people like silly but The gardening I've done this year and the connecting to the earth and Listening to the earth talk to me and tell me Simple things I'm getting too much heat here and you got to move me or there's too much There's not the the soil is too acidic. So, you know, and I remember you coming out and saying Hunt the the onions tops look a little yellow and I'm like, oh the ground's too acidic like so Everything was happening and I was getting all these downloads and this information and really simple really easy But it it it kind of put me into this beautiful soft place, which I'm not used to being if anybody knows me

24:16 I'm a I'm a go-getter and I'm a hard worker and I'm I'm a creator and all these things but I was surrendering and embracing All that we have created together and it was kind of overwhelming in a way because I felt like a love bug a mush like I just I didn't know what to do with myself I remember you even saying you should just quit working and just grow. I know well because what happened was You were putting so much love and care into the plants and then the plants were growing and giving it back to you And so you were becoming you're becoming this big love bubble, you know Yeah, right, but but that's another form of manifesting to you We have to understand that manifesting is not just Asking for things and believing it's gonna happen. I mean you have to take some action You know, I think there has to be value in what you're trying to manifest as well Absolutely, and that idea like um, we listen Um, I we tried to watch the secret But you know how when you watch an old older movie like years later and it just is not like what you thought anymore Same thing with books sometimes like you go back to an old book that you loved and it's kind of like uh, I'm past this Well, there's like a part in the secret where they talk about if you want a fancy car

25:34 You should imagine yourself driving it imagine the wind in your hair Imagine the steering wheel in your hand But listen if you don't have a job that affords you alone to go get that car Then you're not going to get the car. So here's the thing There's a there is a real human part to this like when Kim was opening her wellness center If she just asked the universe and envisioned it and didn't take action to move forward To get her training to do the construction on the space to do Advertising to tell people what she was doing that nobody would know and nobody would come So we have to still remember too. There's a practical side to this and Sometimes our manifestations require work the bigger the manifestation The more works involved. Well, this is a funny thing Do you remember what I used to always say when work was slow in new brunswick when I was living there?

26:26 Um, what I would do to create more work. I do remember the story I'll let you tell it. Yeah, uh any time work got slow It was just my cue that I needed to go out into the world Literally walking so I would go uptown And I would go have lunch by myself and I would always go into the field good store and see an And we just shoot this, you know, we'd have a conversation and we talk about things and The whole process of taking myself physically Into town walking around the city market and saying hi to people and meeting people on the streets Believe it or not. It always created an energy and I always bumped into somebody That overheard my conversation with Ann or Whatever and then they would be intrigued and they would ask me a question And maybe it was somebody that was with them or maybe when they left they talked to somebody about me But it always brought me work. Yeah, and that was my go to always it was take who you are as a human being into the world And express your love for life with them and see what happens Yeah, and that really brings me really into the next piece here because yes We need to have the belief we need to have the trust we ask the universe for what we want

27:45 We ask for whatever it is we we desire knowing that anything's possible And we know that there's divine timing Involved so it'll happen when it happens But the one thing that I think some people forget is that we co-create and manifest Not just with the universe but with other people So you taking yourself out onto the streets To meet people and to spread your your energy and your enthusiasm and passion for healing That energy kind of draws people to you people go. I want to be a part of this And then you co-create together. So we need other people too And this is a little story. I want to tell I didn't tell you I was going to tell this story. So I'm going to get you too but It's so Incredible to me the manifesting and the ways that we manifest that we have no idea. We're even doing I was doing a talk I think it was at the villa madonna And uh, there was all these women and this one woman I I try to interact with everybody I try to let everybody feel me understand me get to know me a little bit But this one woman I just knew I had to go over and give her a hug and I was trying to explain how love Works and how sometimes we just need to know that somebody else sees us

29:03 And I walked over to this woman and I gave her this big bear hug And she cried And she needed that hug so bad And in the moment, I wasn't thinking about what had happened. I was just thinking I know She needs a hug and I'm going to go give her a hug. The funny thing is A couple years later I get this call from a counselor And she said, uh, would you be willing to work on a three-year-old? And I said sure I'll work on anybody So this little beautiful girl comes in to see me and Her mother was that lady that I hugged And so you create this bond Right, you May you establish this bond and you create something with somebody That the energy is already out into the field and it's already doing its work. So she came to me And I think I'll tell you the the rest of the story because I think it's a good story But this little girl comes in she's three years old And she walks into my treatment room. My dog's walking around She's she's not paying attention to the dog at all and most kids would pay attention to pets. So that was my first sign She walks into my treatment room and she is just so drawn to all the crystals

30:22 And so she's over playing with the crystals. That's my kind of girl. Yeah, right So right away your intuition starts going and and I talked to the mom and I looked at the little girl And I said what color is mommy and she said green And her mom's looking at me like I got five heads and I go And what color is daddy and she said blue And I said what color is he when he's angry and she said red And we're just having this little conversation and then we put her on the table and I'm doing rakey to her And I'm in the heart center and then the stomach And I'm at her heart and I'm asking her how it feels and she said Good and then I go into her stomach and she said that it was cold So we did the treatment and I talked to her and the whole process of the treatment it didn't take that long And I gave five crystals to the little girl And I told her mom I said put them on her nightstand put them under a pillow whatever whatever you want And uh, so and then I talked to her and I said your daughter is very connected She's super sensitive and I knew that there was something in the environment that was Harmful to the daughter and I don't mean physically harmful. I just mean energetically harmful

31:38 So I said, you know Just pay attention to her and notice when she's in an environment that she doesn't feel safe Don't grab her by the arm and run out with her But just slowly kind of observe her and get her out of there because she's picking up on the energy of Her surroundings and something felt like it wasn't good But I didn't have any information to go on just what I was picking up from her body. So they left and Sorry, I I re went into her Energy field and went back to her heart and her stomach and I said, how does this feel and she said warm And then when I went into her stomach, she said that it felt nice And I thought well, isn't that amazing that the energy can be cleared that fast so The the nice thing is months later. I think it was six or eight months later I get a call from the counselor and they said, you know that little girl you worked on and I said, yeah You didn't really have any information. I said no and they said that she was in an environment that was hostile and She did need help with exactly what I talked to her about but that by me You have to think about our personal power. So here this little three-year-old needed to have her own personal power she had a confrontation with

32:54 A family member and she had to say to that person. She said listen, you're not listening to me And she went into her room. She got the crystals that I gave her held them in her hands and came back and said to this person You're not listening to me and you need to leave So, you know, we don't think about these things, but how many times do people in your environment, whether your parents brothers sisters co-workers, it doesn't matter They take your energy without realizing it. Well, and that's it like that's why When we're talking with these kinds of things We talked a little bit of a programming earlier, but it's really important to have the right people around you Because it's hard to manifest if you are with or around people That don't believe the way you do and or that can't believe in something bigger, you know And that's a good That's a really good point if you are trying to manifest things and the people around you are not supportive Save your You know your conversation save All your energy for the people that will uplift you Because that little girl she she needed that little boost from you

34:13 So that she could understand that that person was hurting her energy field permission And she just needed permission permission to yeah, so we're giving you permission today To save all your manifestation your your dreams your goals your good energy for the people that Love it for the people that will encourage you And empower you to go after your dreams Because it's not going to do you any good to talk to the people that don't believe There's a really That's a very good point. Yeah, there's a really good I'm going to say it kind of wrong But there's a good quote from brenning brown and you can look up the exact wording But it's basically don't take criticism from anybody who's not in the arena And so when that was massive for me when yeah when you want to do something That is different that is kind of not the norm You know, maybe like be in healing or be a psychic medium, right, right?

35:09 Maybe people think you're a little bit cray-cray for doing this But but no, I think you really need to be with people that can see you that understand where you're going And that can think on a bigger scale and this is kind of a funny story But I my I think I mentioned my grandmother before I love her dearly, but she grew up in the depression era So she saves everything like, you know, there's a use for everything. She saves everything. She doesn't throw things out But Kim had me jam and the jam was so good I was like, you know, I had to take a bottle to my grandmother because she she really likes strawberry rhubarb jam So I get there and my aunt was looking after her and I love my family. I love my aunt. This is no This is just an example of how programming can change you But I talked to my aunt at first because my grandmother was resting and she said She said, oh, we already have a bottle of jam open So I'll put it in the freezer And it kind of struck me funny, but I didn't quite understand why in the moment But a little while later my grandmother woke up and I told her that I had dropped off the jam And she goes, well, I hope ellen put it in the freezer because we already have a bottle of jam open

36:26 And I thought This is like a really ingrained belief Like why and I remember thinking I remember thinking why can't we open two bottles of jam? Like what do we have to eat blueberry until it's gone? I like choices, you know, so it's just funny because My my grandmother is you know, she's going to be 94 So quite a quite an age gap a generation gap between me and her And even a generation gap between me and my aunt but to think that is the programming You know that is the thinking and we we do if we desire things that are outside of what we are What our experience is we have to break down the thinking we have to know that it's okay for you to have more You know, it's okay. We're we're not talking about, you know Becoming a consumer and and buying a bunch of stuff. We're we're talking about being able to have freedom Feeling open feeling open to experiences that are meant to come to you And if I want two flavors of jam, then I want two flavors of jam Well, it's no different than cooking right like one of the things I love is both of us love to cook And we love to cook good food and I love color

37:43 It's like a rainbow in the pan like that makes me happy Same thing with you know, uh growing herbs and and drying them It is a ton of work to do this stuff But it brings so much joy And I can remember when I all I could do when we first got to this house is Grow herbs because I was trying to fix that I was and get it ready to live in but Just those herbs spirit told me that If all I had the time for was to grow the herbs that the energy That was in that was so pure that that alone would bring a beautiful energy to whatever food we cooked And would heighten the Nourishment of what we were eating well think about nature like nature is expansive. It's growing. It's it's like Always creating always surviving And then then think about the laws of the universe and we know that the universe is constantly expanding So then go in a little bit further to god consciousness or source consciousness, which is So expansive infinitely we we can't we would never find the end Why Would a god Or god consciousness Want you to have a little bit. I know that's I think that's that's always blown my mind

39:03 Why would a god want you to be in a place of scarcity or even suffering Or not having everything that you need or even everything that you want when the universe is the example of abundance Universe is the example of growth and expansion And we are growing and expanding with that universe All you have to do is look at technology and how much technology has grown And we know that that is never going to stop because the universe is not going to stop expanding So we have the example of the abundance and the abundance of nature alone Just look outside your window, you know and look at all the species of plants that are just there in your little Your little world, you know your yard or whatever And just know that there is so much available to you if you are Allowing the universe to give it to you And allowing is where I want to go next because probably the biggest thing that Kim and I have manifested is our home So and this is quite It's quite an amazing story and it's so funny the way we look at things, right?

40:10 Well, here's what I want to do with this one because we both had our own experience in this But I want you to tell us How you felt in the beginning and then and then I'll talk about how I felt which is to we were on two totally different pages Well, first of all, I'm going to say I love my wife so much But we both have our things so, you know, Laura's 11 years younger her kids are younger She's in a different place in life. So her fear was coming from a place of You know She was separated and here we are rebuilding our life and living in a apartment for some time And you know, you got to think we've got a lot of pride but being together we had like the tsunami you're you're picking the pieces up You're rebuilding So we had both had to go bankrupt, you know, we've got some serious issues here It wasn't like money just fell in our lap and blah blah blah So she had her own fear Of looking for a house and we were getting kicked out of where we were living because the whole Covid thing where everybody's the housing crisis. Oh, yeah And people were getting double and they wanted to kick us out so they could just drive up the rent So it was a very uncomfortable place for Laura and for me

41:30 However, we don't we just don't think the same way, but we're both Very good manifesters. I I would say so I was trying to keep Laura calm and You know, I had decided that that year 2022 we both kind of knew that was our year And so it was it was like all the hard stuff of the landlord putting pressure on us And when I wasn't there, he was really being hard on Laura and she would say things to me like People don't do that when you're here. Why do they do it when you're not here? So challenge challenge challenge, right? So and I'm going back and forth to New Brunswick working and making my living there and coming back and uh We finally got to this place where we just kind of looked at each other and everything was so stressful that year and we I said we're going away. So we went to Sedona And when meanwhile your wife was so panicky. Oh, yes Finding a house because I knew we had an end date all the places you took me that I was saying in my head No, no, I can't live here. I can't do this I tried everything so here's me and my with my extreme stress feeling like I'm going to be homeless and Trying to find a place to rent or or buy because we were actually in a position where we could buy something

42:48 But there wasn't a lot in our price range because of the housing market and everything the price is going crazy So we I was so stressed. I was looking at those host listings like every day apartment every day every day every day Morning like I was obsessed. I was like, I'm finding us a place to live. I am finding it And I did everything we you know, you're supposed to do like we prepared our finances Um, we were ready if a host came up Um, but it was an issue of price really like and what we could afford So so here we are I'm stressed to the max and I'm like, I'm going to Sedona And I have been wanting to go to Sedona for 13 years like 13 years this place had been Calling me just feeling like this is a place I I must go and I had I I had like, um Just this feeling like I have waited 13 years to go on this trip And I'm gonna wreck it if I'm stressed out the whole time because we had to move when we got home We had a month and a half to move out and find a place So I got on the plane. I said, I'm not stressing myself out the whole time on this trip I just not I'm not doing it. And here's Kim the entire time

44:07 Totally confident totally calm that we're gonna find a place and here's Laura We only have this much money every host is more expensive than what we have There's no rentals. We can't even afford that kind of rent the rent's crazy right now I'm I'm applying for apartments that I hate, you know, we're looking at houses that I hate You know, but I'm like I'm determined and Kim the whole time is like the right house is just going to show up It's going to be okay And it only takes one it only takes one and everything can change so quickly You just have to be patient and the universe is not going to let us down Well, I truly didn't let go until we got to Sedona I believe it was the second day and we went to the buddhist stupa in Sedona And we spent a lot of time there and I spent a lot of time meditating and talking to source and crying and crying And I had I had a wish I had a wish for a home that would Be supportive of our beautiful spirit so home that would Which would have to get our our mantra It was like we're we're manifesting a beautiful home filled with beautiful things to match our beautiful vibration And we were surrendering my brain just went blank for a second

45:24 But yeah, we were surrendering to that we're saying to the universe. Please give us a beautiful home to match our beautiful spirit And so in Sedona in the in front of the stupa I just Stood there in front of this like towering statue and I just said that's it I've done everything I can And I don't want to ruin What this amazing trip I've been waiting all these years for I'm letting this go. I'm giving this to you. This is your job now And I trust that something will come up So we had an amazing trip in Sedona because I totally relaxed. I just went I I can't carry the burden anymore Released it. We got home. We weren't home very long, you know a couple weeks I went to see my massage therapist And she lived in the community that we were looking for a home in And she said there's this host that I think is going to go up for private sale And when I was in the host you and Kim were the only ones I could think about the entire time And she said I got to tell you the host isn't bad cheap But for some reason I couldn't stop thinking about you She said I think if you stop by the host you might be able to catch the people that are selling it Well, we tried

46:41 Six times six times we tried. I even went to the neighbor's house and knocked on their door and said do you know who owns that house? Do you know if it's going for sale? And there was no nobody ever around the host was empty and we didn't know the story All we knew was that they were having some kind of like garage sales on the weekend So anyway, we left a note We wrote a note basically begged them to let us look at the house and give us a chance We're getting kicked out of our home. We just want a chance to bid and oh my gosh Again Kim is totally calm about this whole process. Meanwhile me not so much But when we saw the host they did let us see it And when we saw the host we were overwhelmed by how much work needed to be done We walked in we walked out. We looked at each other and said I don't think so Right. It was just like I don't think this is the I don't know So we went home that night Both of us did hardly slept a wink. I I She had spirit talking to her all night I had a dream where spirit came in and told me basically this is your house And we are giving this host to you For the price that you have the price that you want to pay And it's going to happen quicker than you think and we are giving you we're gifting you this host because you

47:57 Are going to heal the land you're going to heal the host Heal the land and when I woke up in the morning and I looked at Kim We both had a similar experience and similar message just kind of a little different way But we were like, oh my god, there's something to this I I love that though. That was like my first thing in the morning because I couldn't stop thinking about the house And I had a native elder come in and tell me Like same thing as what you had and you had somebody so I think that's so beautiful that we both had it And then we went back and we even said I looked at lauren. I said we're going to bring your dad because you know guys They like to talk to guys And you know, he was a pawn, right? Dad with us just for like credibility street. Yeah. I basically said don't do anything I'm not going to like it. We'll take it as is which was appealing to them, right?

48:48 They they didn't want to do any more work. So Anyway, we we now have created a beautiful home Filled overfilled with beautiful things to match our beautiful vibration. We can't take any more beautiful things And it's inside outside It it really has come like there's I think we could write a book just on that And how beautiful like the flowers in the yard and and I feel the happiness of the earth That's so happy to be to bring light back into it and even the neighbors We have had hundreds of neighbors stop in and say Oh, it's so nice to see the light that's coming from your property and your home and You know, and that's been something we've both been very proud of to create a home for us Yeah, a lot of neighbors said to me that it felt like everything was dead here Like dead energy and then we moved in and everything started to change and people that was one of the best compliments I think we got was that people said there's so much light Love and life in the house now in the property People are really happy if we haven't had one compliment. We haven't had 150 And and and I think that's the other thing to stay open with is I would have said before that I would I was not looking at this style house

50:07 But now that we have it I absolutely love this house. I love the property. I feel home I like I really You know when you can go outside and talk to the earth and feel one with it and and just feel like it's magical It's and in the other side of it was here We were doing all these crazy things Running back and forth and working here and working there And I really have to say that the truth is that we have done a massive amount We have had a massive amount of abundance with a very little amount of money, wouldn't you say? Yeah, that's one of the biggest surprises for me is what we've done With what we had and now what we have because of that Exactly and it was almost like we took We took some like small amounts of things Put a lot of love and energy in it and it just everything just grew And so and Facebook marketplace every time I Laura would laugh at me I would come home from new brunswick and I had gone to richies and I got the best deals on the flooring And the best deals on this and I'm a I'm a character on myself Let me tell you But I I do know how to get what I want not in a manipulation way But it's like I think the biggest thing that's different with me is I'm not afraid of asking for what I want

51:26 No, and you decide to like like a lot of people have a hard time because they're not Maybe they don't have the strength of character or the confidence to decide what they want But you decide what you want and set your intention before Something happens like before a transaction And I think we could all Learn from that and do a lot better in that area And I often have talked to clients about this now my experience with that with that would be In university sending my energy ahead to the test So I did that too. So yeah, like to exam or the test I would send my energy ahead to that day and I would envision myself Being very confident and feeling calm and being able to answer all the questions correctly And it always helped me it always helped me So when I talk to clients now about, you know, how to move forward with something that they want to change It's it's setting intentions is so important Setting the attention and having the intention to send your energy ahead to what you want to have happened And deciding that that is what's going to happen Also trust because this is something that even in the beginning when we left our partners you can imagine my kids were grown adults and It was a very hard transition

52:44 I had to trust that they have within them what they need and that they signed up for this life as well So that I had to give them space to make their own decisions and feel the way they did about it Um, but trust is such a big element trust in everything trust that you have what you need within you trust that you believe You deserve to have whatever why does one deserve something and the other doesn't that's not really true And when things don't work out To have the trust to know that that wasn't for you right and that's why you can't really mess this up No, because if you understand that if something you've been Really like focusing on it doesn't show up the way you want it to Then it wasn't meant to and it wasn't for you and it wasn't in your highest good So this idea too that like we're manifesting we're manifesting you got to be careful too that when you're manifesting That you're actually knowing within yourself that what is in your highest good is going to come to you And it might not look exactly like what you asked for but it has the energy of what you asked for And we've talked about this too because Kim is a very independent person She's a very strong person. She likes to do everything on her own and I can respect that

54:03 But there has been times, you know when I have offered a little bit of help here and there and she has a really hard time taking help Um, and I have I have said, you know, um The universe would not want you to refuse the help the help is coming through me Which maybe you don't love But but the help is coming this is the universe can work through people in your life and I think that's so important to realize that people Help can come from the universe just because you don't like the way it came to you doesn't mean it isn't the universe trying to help and support you And also to know that you know, you could have the energy of like in our case We were looking for a house But like Kim said The style of host maybe not her thing, you know, uh, some things about this house maybe on paper You wouldn't like it, you know But when we got here and we realized that this house is going to give us everything we needed And everything we wanted more than now. I feel like right more than I feel rich Right, it changes the way you look at it because the energy is the same Yeah, we asked for a safe home with a certain amount of space so we could work from home as well And for the kids and all that and we got everything we asked for Plus even though on paper at first it didn't look like it was going to be that so

55:22 That's important to realize too The energy of what you're trying to manifest is what will come And that's why it's so important to get your thoughts right get your belief right to believe in Positivity believe that you can have something bigger than expected to know it's okay It's okay to make money Yes, and to be successful because I think that's the other thing I I sit here looking at you And I see this beautiful woman who's incredibly brilliant and pure and you have done a tv series like And we act like no big deal. That's a big deal. You've created your own class where you've taken I think we look at like you were a school teacher and everybody looks at that and oh pat in the back and the whole thing but I look at the entrepreneur that you're becoming and You've taken that teacher Part of you and you put it in everyday life even doing the podcast You always have our points and stuff and I'm like sitting here going. Yeah, we're gonna talk Yeah, and there's no prep for me for her. She's the eternal teacher And but because you were a teacher, it wasn't that you weren't meant to be a teacher You weren't meant to be a teacher forever in that context But now you're a teacher in this context

56:39 You're teaching people to use their own gifts and and all that and you know, I'm here feeling The same way about myself. I look at the house that I've created for well, we've created but you know, I've done a lot of the work in the house and I've had the time to unravel some of myself while doing it and To show myself who I really am and what I'm capable of because in all honesty, I've never really looked at it Because I think I've always been an overachiever and nobody really ever made a big deal about what I did So I never felt like it was a big deal, which was probably good for me Well on some level, you know, like I I do understand being humble and grounded like it is important And and not that that isn't a good quality. I think when it comes to your potential Right, I think you have to be very careful About not undercutting yourself. Right. Yeah, and I agree with that But it's just the fact that here we are sitting here doing this third podcast And it's something we've been wanting to do for three years and really what we want to do is express to our audience and our listeners that You know, you don't always know what's in store for you But you can't give up halfway through your manifestation And sometimes it takes longer than you think and we're not thinking from a place

57:58 We're not asking For a bigger house than the jones's and we're not asking for a bigger car than our next door neighbors We're asking for the things we need to feel safe and secure and to be able to do more of what we do in life And that means family and home like connection with them and have it So, you know, we have to be careful about that and then To say, oh my gosh, we've been in a place where now we're sitting looking going, okay What else do we want? I know I've said lately The next step because I did create the business that I wanted and Kim's created a business for herself too and products and You know coaching and you know now we're doing the podcast and so I've said to Kim like just like last week I was like we have to we have to redefine our goals We have to look You know a little bit further down the road now and decide what we want Because we already got everything that was on our list when we started out together Absolutely and and tenfold because the gratitude I have for what we have that we have Is like that feeds you and it keeps building and building And I think that if if source consciousness is so massive And the universe is growing all the time that it makes perfect sense

59:17 That's so are we so we have to keep again. We're not coming from a wrong place where we want bigger is better We're not saying oh, you know, I didn't want a cupcake. I wanted a cookie, you know, like it's not about that It's about what feeds you What truly brings you? Um Happiness and joy and how can we help our audience get that how can we help people see And and follow their dream and their path to get what they want Oh, it's it's a journey It's a journey and I know a lot of people they don't like it when I say that but but You do have to navigate this with kind of like an attitude of learning And gratitude Because you're not in charge The universe is really you cannot control the timing Right, you know, you can't and and I think Where I want to I don't know about you, but where I want to leave this today is that You and I have This knowing that there is something So much bigger than anything we could have possibly thought for ourselves It is like right there. It's right in front of us It's we can already feel it manifested

1:00:34 And we both have Some information in the last little while where Some of the things we've been dreaming about Are starting to come into Um form On a much bigger level than even this. Yeah, so You know what we want to say is like don't stop believing know that you are a part of God consciousness a universal consciousness that knows everything has every bit Do you ever have those moments where like you you say something really intelligent and you go wow Where'd that come from or or you hear somebody else that you know is doing a show and You know, they're talking about something you go. Yeah, I say that all the time. Well to me, that's that's source consciousness That's something that it's kind of like when you're in the right place All the knowings of the universe are like downloaded into you Yeah, and you I don't know if you would say it the exact way, but that's how I feel so it's like You know so many things in life can feed you if you allow yourself to be fed by them Yeah, I feel like Everything you have everything you need is right. It's right there And that was one thing

1:01:49 Um, kind of like a A new concept for me at the time That everything's created in the energy form first before it comes into the physical manifestation And so think build your build build your biggest dream You know dream your biggest dream. We're not here We're not here to do the little You know to live the little life, you know Most people do dream about bigger things and you can have it With the belief and the trust a little bit of patience And you don't have to give your soul away some hard work, you know, but stay stay true to who you are Absolutely, and keep track of all these little Manifestations that you May have like your ideas and your wants and needs because you'd be surprised Writing them down looking at them a few years later You'll be surprised at how many you've checked off your list The universe wants to support you and I think that was that's the biggest thing for me biggest realization is that I Am part of this big Collective we are part of this collective And as we advance everyone else does too. So isn't that a beautiful thing if you really Have a struggle doing this for yourself

1:03:06 Remind yourself that you're doing this for everyone else too. Hmm. Absolutely Well, I think that's it for us today, but we'll see you next week If you're interested in contacting Kim for soul awakening coaching Please contact her at mksoulcoaching.com If you'd like to check out my website and everything that I do, please go to laurawarrenmedium.com